In this episode, I share how God delivered me out of New Age spirituality and began to rescue and reshape my marriage. I talk about early spiritual experiences—a vivid dream of breaking glass followed by a real car accident, and a powerful vision of standing in front of Jesus and feeling an overwhelming, indescribable love—and how those moments opened my eyes to the spiritual realm but slowly led me to chase the experience instead of the Source.

I walk through how that desire to “feel that way again” pulled me deeper into New Age practices: card pulls, readings, talking to other people’s deceased loved ones, following special numbers, and looking for guidance everywhere except in God’s Word. At the same time, fear, anxious attachment, and a lack of trust were quietly damaging our marriage.

You’ll hear how, years later, I ended up in my living room crying out to God to save me and our relationship—and how He began turning on the lights in areas of my life I didn’t even know were dark. I share the moment I chose to lay down every New Age practice at His feet, the healthy fear of God that grew in me, and the freedom, clarity, and lightness that came as He delivered me.

This episode is for wives and women who feel torn between “spiritual seeking” and biblical faith, who wrestle with fear, trust, and confusion, and who long to move from chasing experiences to truly following Jesus in their marriage and everyday life.

On our wedding day, the whole church burst into laughter when I botched my vows and the preacher warned my husband he’d “have his hands full with this one.” Years later, that offhand comment proved truer than anyone knew. In this first episode, I share how anxious attachment, irrational fear of “someone better,” and a desperate living‑room prayer brought me to a breaking point in my marriage—and how God used my husband’s strength, honesty, and forgiveness to start transforming me into a very different kind of wife.

If there’s a voice inside you whispering, “Things could be better in my marriage,” or “I could be a better wife,” this episode is for you. I’ll talk about my journey from generic “spiritual growth” to discovering God’s design for marriage, the hard conversations that forced me to face my lack of trust, and the practical, faith‑rooted steps I began taking to become the wife I was meant to be. This is the beginning of an honest, hope‑filled conversation for women who just want to do what is right—especially when fear and insecurity say otherwise.

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