Home from Rogers, back in my own kitchen, I couldn't put one question down: had God been speaking to me through the crisis — or had a sleep-deprived, anxious mind made it all up?

This is what happened in the weeks after. February into March. No ER, no locked unit — just ordinary rooms and ordinary people, and a string of encounters I couldn't explain away.

I'm still learning to discern His voice. But I've come to believe God never left — and that needing help, a diagnosis, or a hospital stay doesn't mean you imagined Him. If you've ever been afraid your own mind can't be trusted, this one is for you.

Content note: continues a mental health crisis and the recovery after an inpatient stay. Please listen with care.
Song: "Reawakening" — available on Spotify, Apple Music, and Youtube Music

Website: SolomonCherian.com
In crisis: call or text 988 (US & Canada). Prayer: The 700 Club, 1-800-700-7000.

"God did not leave me at the hospital door. He walked in with me."

In the final chapter of this three-part arc, I share my last two days inside Rogers Behavioral Health and the journey home. From a therapy room where a song broke past my defenses, to learning the story of a young man named Noah, to an answered prayer—this episode is about how God turned the worst week of my life into the place He met me most deeply.

I also share how I met the psychiatrist God put in my path on the way out the door—and how the slow work of healing began.

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🌐 Learn More & Connect:

* Official Website & Music: https://forhisgloryrecords.org

* Song Reference: Listen to my song "Three Nights at Rogers" on Spotify and all streaming platforms.

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⚠️ Content Warning:

This episode describes a mental health crisis and an inpatient behavioral health stay. Please listen with care.

📍 Need Help? Resources Available 24/7:

If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, exhaustion, or a crisis, please reach out for support:

* Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 (US & Canada)

* The 700 Club Prayer Center (24/7 Prayer Line): Call 1-800-700-7000

* Physician Support Line: Call 1-888-409-0141 (Free & confidential support by volunteer psychiatrists for US physicians and medical students)

Was God actually speaking to me, or was I a sleep-deprived physician whose mind was making it all up?

In Part 2 of this arc, I share what happened on my second day inside Rogers Behavioral Health. Waking up after real sleep for the first time in days, I found myself grappling with intense doubt, the fear of hyperreligiosity, and a deep impulse to isolate myself from the people around me.

From eating my meals alone to a series of unexpected encounters—including a story about Balaam's donkey and a strange moment at a dinner table—this episode is about what happens when we stop pretending, lay down our pride, and realize we are all in need of the same grace.

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🌐 Learn More & Connect:

* Official Website & Music: https://forhisgloryrecords.org

* Song Reference: You can listen to my song "Three Nights at Rogers" on Spotify and all streaming platforms.

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⚠️ Content Warning:

This episode describes a mental health crisis and an inpatient behavioral health stay. Please listen with care.

📍 Need Help? Resources Available 24/7:

If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, exhaustion, or a crisis, please reach out for support:

* Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 (US & Canada)

* The 700 Club Prayer Center (24/7 Prayer Line): Call 1-800-700-7000

* Physician Support Line: Call 1-888-409-0141 (Free & confidential support by volunteer psychiatrists for US physicians and medical students)