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  • The Emptiness That Comes Out of Nowhere
    2025/11/25

    In this episode, I talk about the strange, heavy emptiness that appears without any reason.

    Not sadness.

    Not depression.

    Just a quiet, confusing blankness that makes everything feel muted.


    If you’ve ever felt “off” for no explanation…

    if your heart felt distant from your life…

    this episode will make you feel seen.


    You’re not broken.

    You’re not failing.

    You’re just going through a quiet moment — and it will pass.

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    3 分
  • When My Mind Doesn’t Match My Body
    2025/11/25

    This episode explores the frustrating mismatch between mental energy and physical energy.

    Some days my mind wants to do everything… but my body can’t move.

    Other days my body is ready… but my mind feels foggy.


    If you’ve ever felt like your mind and body are living different lives,

    this episode will feel comforting and validating.


    You’re not lazy.

    You’re not weak.

    You’re just navigating bipolar’s strange rhythm.

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    3 分
  • The Fear of Losing the People I Love
    2025/11/25

    In this episode, I talk about the deep fear of losing people I care about —

    the fear that silence means distance,

    that a delayed reply means rejection,

    that I might be “too much” for the people I love.


    If your heart attaches deeply and worries deeply,

    this episode is for you.


    Loving strongly isn’t a flaw.

    And the right people will never leave because of your emotions.

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    3 分
  • When I Get Scared of My Own Thoughts
    2025/11/25

    This episode is about the moments when my thoughts feel too loud,

    too fast,

    too overwhelming —

    not dangerous, just uncontrollable.


    If your mind spirals even when you don’t want it to,

    or if you sometimes fear the intensity of your own thoughts,

    you’re not alone.


    Your mind isn’t broken — it’s tired.

    And tired things need gentleness, not fear.

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    3 分
  • What I Want People With Bipolar to Know
    2025/11/22

    In this episode, I share the things I wish someone had told me earlier in my journey —

    truths that would have made my healing lighter,

    my mind calmer,

    and my heart softer.


    If you live with bipolar disorder,

    or love someone who does,

    I hope this episode feels like a warm hand on your shoulder.


    You’re not broken.

    You’re not alone.

    And your emotions are valid — every single one of them.

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    3 分
  • Some Days I Don’t Feel Like Myself
    2025/11/22

    In this episode, I talk about the strange, confusing days when I feel disconnected from myself.

    Not sad… not anxious… just not fully me.

    Like I’m present, but not really.

    Like my emotions are delayed.

    Like I’m watching myself instead of being myself.


    If you’ve ever felt “off,”

    or felt like your identity slipped for a moment,

    or struggled to explain why you don’t feel like you…


    this episode is for you.


    You’re not broken.

    You’re not lost.

    You’re just human — and you will find your way back to yourself.

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    3 分
  • Overthinking Is My Second Illness
    2025/11/22

    In this episode, I talk about how overthinking can take over my mind even on days when my mood feels stable.

    How one small thought becomes a chain reaction…

    how silence feels like rejection…

    how normal moments turn into imagined disasters…

    and how exhausting it feels to fight a storm that lives inside your own head.


    If your thoughts run too fast,

    too loud,

    or too deep…

    if overthinking has ever made your life harder than it needed to be…

    this episode will feel familiar.


    You’re not alone.

    Your brain is not broken.

    It’s just tired.

    And it deserves gentleness.

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    3 分
  • People Think I’m Okay… Until I’m Not
    2025/11/22

    In this episode, I talk about the invisible side of bipolar disorder —

    the part no one sees because I’ve learned how to act “normal.”


    Just because I look okay,

    just because I smile,

    just because I show up,

    doesn’t mean I’m not struggling internally.


    This episode is for anyone who has ever felt unseen,

    misunderstood,

    or expected to be “fine” simply because they appeared fine.


    Your hidden pain is still real.

    Your struggle still matters.

    And you don’t need to crash for your feelings to be valid.

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    3 分