In Exodus 3:1–15, Moses is not searching for a calling. Heis simply tending his flock when an ordinary day becomes a holy interruption.

When God calls Moses to return to Egypt, his response isone many of us understand: “Who am I to go?” God does not answer by listingMoses’ qualifications. God simply promises, “I will be with you.”

In this episode, I reflect on calling, self-doubt,beginning again later in life, and trusting that God can work through peoplewho feel unprepared or unqualified. Our age, questions, past experiences, andneed to keep learning do not make us unusable. Sometimes calling begins when wepay attention, say “Here I am,” and take the next faithful step.

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Have you ever felt completely alone—even when other people were nearby?

In John 14:15–21, Jesus speaks to frightened disciples who sense that their lives are about to change. Into their fear and uncertainty, Jesus offers this promise: “I will not leave you orphaned.”

In Episode 5 of Created by God to Be…, we explore loneliness, isolation, belonging, and the many ways God’s presence reaches us—sometimes through prayer, sometimes through community, and often through another person who simply chooses to stay.

We also reflect on the isolation experienced by people who have been rejected or asked to hide who they are, and why human rejection is never the same as divine abandonment.

You are known.
You are loved.
You are still held.
And you do not have to make this journey alone.

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Created by God to Be… explores Scripture, faith, identity, belonging, and what it means to become the people God created us to be.

What happens when faith comes with questions—and when life leaves us wrestling with God?

In this deeply personal episode, April reflects on Jacob’s struggle in Genesis 32 and her own journey through grief, identity, doubt, and renewed faith. After losing her infant grandson Jacob—the “littlest Snowman”—she turned away from God for years. Yet even when she let go of God, God never let go of her.

Wrestling with God is not a failure of faith. Sometimes it is how faith grows deeper, how we discover who we truly are, and how we receive the courage to move forward—changed, but still held by grace.

n Episode 3 of Created by God to Be…, we explore Psalm 139:13–18 and what it means to be fully known by God—and still wonderfully made.Being wonderfully made does not mean that life always feels wonderful or that we never struggle with who we are. It means our worth begins with God’s loving knowledge of us, not with the labels, expectations, or approval of others.Join me as we reflect on identity, belonging, and the sacred truth that you are not a mistake. You are known. You are loved. And you are wonderfully made.New episodes are released every Wednesday.#WonderfullyMade #Psalm139 #CreatedByGodToBe #FaithAndIdentity #LGBTQFaith

Who gets to tell you who you are?

In Matthew 16:13–20, Jesus asks the disciples, “Who do you say that I am?” It is a question about identity—but also about relationship, recognition, and having the courage to speak what we believe.

In this episode, April explores the labels placed upon us, the voices we allow to define us, and the difference between how the world sees us and who God knows us to be.

You are more than someone else’s assumptions, expectations, or limitations. Beneath every label is a person known, loved, and called by God.

Perhaps the most important voice is not the loudest one, but the one that has known you all along.

What if becoming who God created you to be does not mean fitting someone else’s mold?

In this opening episode,April reflects on Romans 12:1–8 and explores identity, spiritual gifts, and thedifferent ways each of us can serve. Through Scripture and personal experience,we discover that our differences are not mistakes to overcome—they are part ofhow we strengthen and support one another.

You do not need someoneelse’s gifts, voice, or journey to have value. God has already placed somethingmeaningful within you.

You were not created tobecome someone else. You were created by God to be…you.