Michael keeps circling a Billy Idol line, from Eyes Without a Face: "I've spent so much time believing all the lies to keep the dream alive." The lies are the misperception of what and who we are. Dream is a D word, The Deviation, our separation from the truth. Spell it backwards, sound it out: merde, French for shit. Our allegiance is to those lies.

Then Audree's ice cream story. The same mind that says this is so good, I've been good all week, another bite, is the same mind that says why did I eat all that, now I have to run three miles. Believe the first lie, then the second: that's the dream. You shouldn't let friends should on themselves.

And you can't think your way out. The knife cannot cut itself; the mind cannot free itself. The only exit is direct experience of the truth of what and who you are.

Then what landed this morning. Being source consciousness isn't the complete picture. It will take any experience, in or out of The Deviation. Human design is maybe twenty percent of your incarnation; beyond it is the sacred intention of your being, you on every plane, across all time and space, the soul inception crystal that chooses what to create. Anchored there, the mind has nowhere to go.

Audree has been finding there's no wolf to feed. No spoon either, and mid-sentence it lands on her: whoa, I just got that. You can't teach this, Ramana Maharshi found; you can only transmit it. Describe it and you dissipate it. You can just sit in the silence of nothing, where the thought comes but has no hooks or teeth.

Your life is the training program, and the you that you think you are is not the you that you are.
That's the dream, all that time spenep it alive. What there is instead is evolving, which is love spelled backwards.

00:00 Welcome and Intentions
00:33 Billy Idol Lyric Setup
02:10 Dream as Deviation
03:17 Dream Backwards Merde
05:07 Self Doubt Spiral
06:04 Ice Cream Mind Loop
08:57 Shoulding on Yourself
10:23 Beyond Thinking Direct Experience
12:25 Source Consciousness Shift
13:21 Human Design Limits
16:45 Sacred Intention Beyond Design
20:04 No Wolf No Spoon
21:35 Truth Within Beingness
24:05 Why You Cant Explain It
26:32 Silence Without Hooks
34:12 Beyond Mind Perception
38:22 Rightness And Creation Flow
43:13 Life As Training Program
45:39 Wholeness Ends Fractals
48:25 Students Pop Open Clues
49:32 Nothing To Figure Out
50:36 Evolve Love Your Being
52:05 Closing Beingness Practice