I'd been wanting to meet Alma ever since I saw her in an interview on Angelo Dilullo's YouTube channel. That interview actually gave me my first real taste of awakening. In this conversation, Alma shares her journey from years of spiritual seeking and anxiety to a genuine awakening at 19, guided in part by the teachings of Jeff Foster and a pivotal encounter with Angelo.We talk about the heat that builds before awakening, the role of inquiry, shadow work, facing fear without turning away, and what it actually looks like to live this out in an ordinary life.This one goes deep. I hope it finds you at the right moment.Topics we explore:How both of our journeys began (including cults, atheism, and a Costco that nearly ended my awakening)Jeff Foster, Angelo, and the teachers who pointed the wayThe inquiry process and how it actually worksShadow work — what it is and why it takes so longFear, dissociation, and the choice to turn toward what's realThe Hero's Journey as a map for awakeningFind free resources for awakening (and sleep) at https://erikireland.comMy book, Awaken Your Myth, comes out on March 31, 2026. You can order it at https://aymbook.comDisclaimer:Hi there! I’m a certified mindfulness teacher, and I create these videos to support anyone seeking clarity, presence, and connection with their true nature. While the practices and reflections I share are intended to inspire and guide your journey, they are not a substitute for therapy, medical care, or professional advice.The insights and meditations offered here can bring about profound shifts in how you experience yourself and the world. If you’re currently navigating a mental health challenge or feel overwhelmed, please prioritize your well-being and reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted resource for support. If you’re in crisis or at risk of harming yourself or others, contacting a suicide hotline, a trusted professional, or emergency services is the best step to take right now.These teachings are a gentle invitation to explore your inner world, not a prescription for how to live. Take what resonates, move at your own pace, and always approach this work with kindness toward yourself.Wishing you peace on your journey. 💛Erik

In this video, we dive deep into the life and transformative journey of Eshwar, a good friend of mine who struggled with addiction, and ultimately experienced a profound spiritual awakening. His story isn’t just about survival—it’s about transformation, surrender, and seeing beyond the mind.We talk about:🔥 The comfort of the known vs. the courage to let go🔥 The dark night of the soul and the journey beyond addiction🔥 The illusions of identity and the surrender into truth🔥 The role of anger, resentment, and self-compassion in awakening🔥 Why the unknown is where true freedom liesIf you’re feeling stuck, struggling, or searching for deeper meaning, this conversation is for you.📌 Follow Eshwar🌍 Website:https://sensewithoutmind.com📺 YouTube: @SenseWithOutMind 00:00 Introduction01:24 Eshwar's Early Life in Guyana03:55 Transition to Life in the United States05:52 Struggles with Addiction09:37 Seeking Help14:59 The Process of Healing and Awakening21:03 Understanding and Managing Anger28:24 Self-Compassion and Identity33:21 A Journey Inward34:22 Seeking Answers in Spiritual Teachings36:00 A Profound Realization40:01 The Aftermath of Awakening43:28 Living with a New Perspective48:41 The Nature of Experience and Insight56:49 Guidance and Community01:05:50 Final Thoughts and Contact Information✨ Discover how to live more mindfully with these resources: • The Gentle Trail to Presence: A 5-day course to help you navigate your inner world with clarity and ease. Start your journey athttps://gentletrail.com • The Cabin: Join gentle mindfulness for natural awakening community to connect with others on their journeys. Explore The Cabin athttps://awakenyourmyth.com • 1:1 Coaching: Need support untangling from unhelpful thought patterns? Book a coaching session with me:https://erikireland.com📬 Discover more resources and inspiration:Find free tools and learn more athttps://erikireland.com.Disclaimer:Hi there! I’m a certified mindfulness teacher, and I create these videos to support anyone seeking clarity, presence, and connection with their true nature. While the practices and reflections I share are intended to inspire and guide your journey, they are not a substitute for therapy, medical care, or professional advice.The insights and meditations offered here can bring about profound shifts in how you experience yourself and the world. If you’re currently navigating a mental health challenge or feel overwhelmed, please prioritize your well-being and reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted resource for support. If you’re in crisis or at risk of harming yourself or others, contacting a suicide hotline, a trusted professional, or emergency services is the best step to take right now.These teachings are a gentle invitation to explore your inner world, not a prescription for how to live. Take what resonates, move at your own pace, and always approach this work with kindness toward yourself.Wishing you peace on your journey. 💛

What if awakening is simpler than we’ve been told? In this episode, I sit down with Dr. James Cook, neuroscientist, author, and researcher, to discuss the nature of consciousness, shadow work, and awakening. Dr. Cook shares his incredible journey from a teenage awakening to his groundbreaking work bridging science and spirituality. We dive deep into: •What awakening really is (and what it’s not) •How science explains consciousness and suffering •The importance of shadow work and embodied integration •Why awakening doesn’t require belief or dogma •The role of synchronicity and intuition in our paths 🔍 Explore Dr. Cooke’s YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/DrJamesCooke 📖 His Book – The Dawn of Mind: How Matter Became Conscious and Alive → https://www.drjamescooke.com 🌐 Inner Space Institute – Free resources & community for awakening → https://innerspaceinstitute.org 💡 More from Dr. James Cooke – Articles, podcasts, and insights → https://drjamescooke.substack.com ✨ Explore more tools for your journey: • The Gentle Trail to Presence: A 5-day course to help you navigate your inner world with clarity and ease. Start your journey at https://gentletrail.com • The Cabin: Join gentle mindfulness for natural awakening community to connect with others on their journeys. Explore The Cabin at https://awakenyourmyth.com • 1:1 Coaching: Need support untangling from unhelpful thought patterns? Book a coaching session with me: https://erikireland.com 📬 Discover more resources and inspiration: Find free tools and learn more at https://erikireland.com. Disclaimer: Hi there! I’m a certified mindfulness teacher, and I create these videos to support anyone seeking clarity, presence, and connection with their true nature. While the practices and reflections I share are intended to inspire and guide your journey, they are not a substitute for therapy, medical care, or professional advice. The insights and meditations offered here can bring about profound shifts in how you experience yourself and the world. If you’re currently navigating a mental health challenge or feel overwhelmed, please prioritize your well-being and reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted resource for support. If you’re in crisis or at risk of harming yourself or others, contacting a suicide hotline, a trusted professional, or emergency services is the best step to take right now. These teachings are a gentle invitation to explore your inner world, not a prescription for how to live. Take what resonates, move at your own pace, and always approach this work with kindness toward yourself. Wishing you peace on your journey. 💛