What does it look like to keep trusting God when your body keeps failing you? Jill shares the raw, years-long medical journey that took her from passing out in high school to being wheelchair-bound, misdiagnosed, and told she had months to live - and the unexpected breakthrough that changed everything.

Kobie sits down with Jill for a conversation that is equal parts heartbreaking, faith-filled, and fiercely practical. She opens up about 14 diagnoses, 13 concussions, a pituitary tumor no one caught for years, and the long road through Mayo Clinic, surgeries, seizures, chronic pain, and ongoing recovery. But this isn’t just a story about illness - it’s about what survives when everything else breaks. You’ll discover:

• Why Jill says the most infuriating part of her journey was not being believed
• How a holistic doctor in Canton, Texas spotted what major specialists missed
• What it was like to hear “3 to 6 months to live” and prepare her family for the worst
• The role of biblical community, honest grief, and long-term faith when suffering doesn’t let up
• Practical ways to show up for someone in chronic illness without saying the wrong thing

Jill also shares what her husband, Clinton, and their four kids have lived through alongside her, including the small acts of love that made survival possible. From meal trains and wheelchair ramps to letters for her children’s future milestones, this episode is full of real-life wisdom for anyone walking through pain - or loving someone who is.

If you’ve ever struggled with unanswered prayers, chronic illness, caregiver fatigue, or how to support a hurting friend, this conversation will meet you there. It’s honest, hope-filled, and deeply grounding for anyone who needs a reminder that suffering does not have the final word.

Perfect for listeners who want a real conversation about faith, hardship, family, and the practical side of loving people well when life gets hard.

What does it mean to make a home before you feel like you have everything figured out?

In this episode of At the Table with Kobie, Kobie sits down with Lauren Sarter to talk about the unexpected journey that led her to buy a house that had been sitting vacant for more than a decade—and turn it into a home filled with color, character, hospitality, and life.

After losing her first home purchase and watching the housing market change around her, Lauren took a risk on a property that needed almost everything. What followed was a crash course in renovation, a whole lot of DIY, friends showing up with tools, plenty of prayer, and a deeper understanding of what it actually means to build a home.

But this conversation isn't really about a house.

It's about what happens when we stop waiting for the perfect season to create the life we want to live. It's about making room for people, choosing beauty even when things are unfinished, and learning to hold the things we build with open hands.

Lauren and Kobie talk about decorating without rules, creating a sense of home wherever you are, the difference between hosting and performing, and why hospitality has so little to do with having a perfect space.

They also talk about faith, stewardship, and the reminder that the things we build are temporary—but the way we make people feel can leave a lasting mark.

If you've ever wondered whether you have to wait for the right house, the right season, or the right circumstances before you can really begin, this conversation is for you.

Pull up a chair. Let's talk about home.

Welcome to the very first episode of At the Table with Kobie.

After nearly nine years of carrying the idea of this podcast, Kobie is finally pulling up a chair and starting the conversation.

In this deeply personal introduction, Kobie shares the story behind the podcast, the experiences that have shaped his faith and identity, and the moments that have challenged his understanding of belonging, suffering, and purpose. From childhood dreams and creative work to being misunderstood, navigating hurt and assumptions, and wrestling honestly with same-sex attraction within his Christian faith, this episode invites you into the story behind the person sitting at the microphone.

There aren’t easy answers here—and that’s intentional.

At the heart of At the Table with Kobie is the belief that God is not afraid of our questions, our grief, or our wrestling. This is a space for honest stories, hard conversations, faith, doubt, hope, and the beautiful messiness of being human.

Whether you’ve known Kobie for years or you’re meeting him for the first time, consider this your invitation to pull up a chair.

There’s room for your questions.
There’s room for your story.
And there’s always room for you at the table.