‘ … I have asked often what I would have been if this had never happened to me. ‘

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'… we didn’t understand it then and we don’t understand it now’

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

‘… I like it and despise it, it makes me feel shame and disgust in equal measure.’

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'... I always make the decision to stay awake. Tired is better than scared.'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'… if nothing else it will prove to myself that I mean this, this is for real, I’m not messing about'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.

'Touching the edges of fear. Leaning against the edges of understanding'

This podcast is a personal exploration of how childhood physical, emotional, and sexual abuse affected my life — and the slow, sometimes surprising journey into therapy and understanding that followed.