Chapter 23: THEN: 1973, LIKE A COMPLETE UNKNOWN

In this chapter, Notch reflects on the tumultuous period following the disbandment of their team. Feeling lost and directionless, he wanders aimlessly, engaging in self-destructive behaviors such as drinking, fighting, and whoring. Eventually, he reaches out to a contact named Sec, who was part of Sarge's team in Korea. Sec helps the Notch transition into the civilian side of their work, setting up as a private contractor. He also meets Walther, an armorer who can provide any weapon needed. The chapter highlights Notch’s struggle to adapt to their new life and the challenges he faces in maintaining his professionalism while dealing with the emotional aftermath of his past.

Chapter 22. NOW: SUNDAY, THE SEVENTH: THE FINAL APPROACH

Notch is on the brink of a high-stakes mission, preparing for a pivotal moment on Monday night. As he contemplates the gravity of his actions and the potential consequences, he is haunted by thoughts of Gabriella, the woman he loves. The chapter explores themes of love, guilt, and the hope for redemption, all set against the backdrop of a dangerous and complex operation. Join us as we unravel Notch’s inner turmoil and the choices that will shape his future.

Chapter 21 - Then- 1973 DEATH AND TRANSFIGURATION

Notch’s world is turned upside down on January 22, 1973, when Sarge, the leader of their team, announces the disbandment of their unit. The revelation of Sarge's involvement in high-profile assassinations, including the one in Dallas, shocks the team. As they grapple with the implications of their past actions and the sudden end of their operations, Notch is forced to confront his own identity and future. This chapter explores themes of loyalty, betrayal, and redemption, set against the backdrop of political intrigue and moral complexity. Join us as we unravel the complexities of the Notch's journey and the choices that will define his path forward.

Chapter 20. NOW- SATURDAY, THE SIXTH: IN MY OWN WRITE

In this episode, Notch finds himself at a crossroads, contemplating his past actions and the consequences they have wrought. As he prepares for a pivotal moment on Monday night, he is haunted by thoughts of Gabriella, the woman he loves, and the possibility of redemption. The chapter explores themes of love, guilt, and the hope for a fresh start, all set against the backdrop of a high-stakes mission. Join us as we unravel the complexities of the protagonist's mind and the choices that will shape his future.

Chapter 19. Then: I Want to be in America (Canada)

Chapter 19 describes Notch’s arrival in Seattle, Washington on October 11, 1971, marking the end of his Vietnam adventure. He is met by Sarge and Richard at the airport, and they drive to Sarge's compound in Canada. The chapter details the logistics of being based in Canada, including the importance of moving across the border with little attention. Notch is given a Canadian passport and is tasked with learning about Bouillon, Belgium, as well as the importance of having matching identification and passports. The chapter concludes with Notch and his team settling into their new home and beginning their training under Sarge's guidance.

1. NOW- FRIDAY, THE FIFTH: CHEERS THEN

In this gripping episode, we delve into the tense and dangerous world of professional hitmen. Join us as we follow the Notch's encounter with Walther, a seasoned gunsmith, who opens the door with a 357 Magnum in hand. The atmosphere is thick with the smell of metal, gunpowder, and cleaning fluid, contrasting with the Norman Rockwell painting-like front room. As they share a bottle of Blantons whisky, the conversation reveals the harsh realities of their profession, the risks they face, and the meticulous preparations for their assignments. This episode offers a rare glimpse into the life of a hitman, exploring themes of loyalty, survival, and the constant threat of danger. Don't miss this thrilling journey into the dark underbelly of contract killing.

Chapter 17. THEN: CAPTAIN JAMES T. (OR ‘R’) KIRK

In Chapter 17, Notch reflects on his feelings of loneliness and isolation after returning from Tan Son Nhut Airbase. He contemplates his life as a professional killer and decides to visit Sarge upon his return to the United States. After getting his bandages removed, he visits the Ba Thien Hau temple for contemplation and then goes to the Dhiem Ai Bakery to inform Xuan about Allan's death. Despite initial resistance from Xuan's uncle, he manages to speak with Xuan and tells her about Allan's love for her and his desire to marry her. Xuan reveals that she is learning English and wants to name their child after Allan. He struggles with thoughts of Allan, Xuan, and Gabriella, and the melancholy of his situation. The chapter ends with the Notch preparing to leave Vietnam and return to civilian life, feeling a sense of duty and the weight of his experiences.

In Chapter 16, Notch wakes up after being severely injured in a mission. He is greeted by his comrades, Rich, Coop, and Thomas, who inform him that Allan is dead and Sarge was injured. Sarge ‘awards’ Notch the Order of Ho Chi Minh, which he took off General Lan Tan Fong after killing him. The chapter concludes with Sarge informing the team that their unit is being disbanded and they are being sent back to the United States. Notch reflects on his uncertain future and the loss of his comrades, while Sarge offers them a chance to join his “contracting” business. The chapter ends with a mix of emotions as the team prepares to leave Vietnam and return to civilian life.