In this heartfelt episode, Bethany and Andrew share their journey of infertility and the complexities of trusting God in the midst of deep longing. Together, they reflect on how grief, hope, scripture, and community have shaped their faith, even in seasons when God felt distant or difficult to understand. Through honest storytelling, creative expression, and practical spiritual practices, they offer encouragement to anyone navigating loss, waiting, or the tension between what is and what they hoped would be.

Resources: Connect with Bethany & Andrew + Desert Lily information

Out of the Ashes Website

Cry of the Soul--book on emotions and faith

Jesus album by John Gera

Scripture Referenced:

Matthew 11:28–30 — Jesus invites the weary to come to Him, saying, "My yoke is easy and my burden is light."

Matthew 6:25–34 - "Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself."

Matthew 5:1–12 — The Beatitudes from the Sermon on the Mount.

Psalms — a source of comfort, lament, worship, and honest prayer.

Colossians 1:17 — "He is before all things, and in him all things hold together."

Genesis — God’s faithfulness through uncertainty , waiting, and unexpected circumstances.

Exodus —God leading His people through hardship , transition, and dependence on Him.

Judges — A reminder of God's continued faithfulness despite human weakness and wandering.

David's Story (1 & 2 Samuel) and the Psalms of David —Bring honest emotions, questions, grief, fear, and praise before God rather than hiding them.