When Planning Meets Uncertainty
カートのアイテムが多すぎます
カートに追加できませんでした。
ウィッシュリストに追加できませんでした。
ほしい物リストの削除に失敗しました。
ポッドキャストのフォローに失敗しました
ポッドキャストのフォロー解除に失敗しました
When Planning Meets Uncertainty
-
ナレーター：
-
著者：
概要
Support my art on Patreon - a little goes a long way.
Buy the book on Amazon (affiliate link).
Buy the book on Kobo (affiliate link).
This piece traces two moments in time shaped by fear, decision‑making, and the limits of control: the early days of a breast cancer diagnosis and, years later, the terror of a possible recurrence. In June, Becky grapples with cognitive fog, overwhelming choices, and the strange dissonance between who she thought she’d be in a crisis and who she actually is. Faced with two separate cancers, uncertain test results, and competing treatment paths, she finds relief not in certainty but in making a few clear, logical decisions—especially the choice of a double mastectomy without reconstruction. Statistics, once comforting, lose their meaning when the diagnosis is personal and immediate. Years later, that fragile equilibrium is shaken again by a biopsy and a familiar, unbearable wait. The mantra that once offered calm—in the absence of a diagnosis, I am healthy—is repeated not as reassurance, but as survival.