In today’s episode, I’m getting real and sharing something I haven’t talked about publicly before. For the past three months, I’ve been moving through a major breakdown one of those identity-shifting, soul-stretching seasons where nothing feels stable, everything feels messy, and it seems like your manifestations are nowhere in sight. If you’ve been wondering why your manifestations aren’t happening yet, this episode is exactly what you need.

I talk about the “messy middle”// dark hole of despair, that strange in-between space where you’re leaving one version of yourself behind and becoming the version of you who can actually hold the things you’re calling in. I share why your manifestations may be delayed (and why that’s actually divine timing), how your identity and energetic capacity play the biggest role in manifestation, and why surrender—not control—creates the breakthrough.

I open up about my own experience with surrender, trust, and letting go of forcing outcomes. I’ve been calling this my own “surrender experiment,” trusting God and the universe in a way I never have before. As a manifestation mindset coach, this feels raw to talk about because I’ve been struggling but I also know this breakdown is building the foundation for my next expansion.

If you’re navigating uncertainty, feeling stuck, or wondering why things seem to be falling apart right before your breakthrough, this episode will remind you that nothing is going wrong. You’re becoming the version of you who can receive everything you’ve been manifesting.

In this episode, I cover:
✨ Why your manifestations aren’t here yet
✨ Identity shifts and energetic capacity
✨ The purpose of breakdowns on your manifestation journey
✨ How to hold faith in the “waiting period”
✨ Why surrender creates alignment
✨ My current season of trust, vulnerability, and divine timing
✨ What the messy middle actually means for your expansion

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