Today I venture into the uncomfortable tale of how I ended up with a tattoo on my arm to represent a friendship breakup. After trying three times to record this episode, I arrived at a profound conclusion and a very satisfying decision. In true fashion of 8, this episode is somewhat different to the others and feels like a trippy springboard for the next chunk of the season.

In today’s episode I discuss my early days in Barcelona, getting bullied by Spaniards and other inconvenient karmas. I focus on the unexpected magical encounters that occurred along the way. Blessings to two angels starting with A who redirected my path for the better. A multitude of meandering jaunts in this zero bagger.

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Today we trot into the hills to explore an unbelievable experience I shared with my young counterpart aka my high school sweetheart between the ages of 12-19. This connection laid me a strange foundation for relational and social connection but holds an everlasting place in my heart. So does John Mayer, and his song Wheel.

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Today I venture into my childhood to explore a close friendship that came to an abrupt and curious end. This friendship continues to shape me, and has offered profound insights into concepts of truth, mirrors and belonging.

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Today I tell the tale of the ten day silent retreat where I nearly got kicked out for flashing. I then discuss how shortly after, I got high for the first time under very unusual circumstances. Both events enhanced my ability to be a good friend to myself, and to trust myself to find presence inside of distortion.

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In today's episode I tell you about the dream that changed my life, the time I got my dream job and the reason I lost it. I also expel the most remarkable accidental sound from my human body that you have to hear to believe.

After recording this episode I had an epiphany that the dream I'd had was an exact foreshadowing of the event to come. The dangling carrot of my dream job was the identity; the costume I was being fitted for. In the end it was a grindstone, and I had to kill that identity instead. I believe it was my future self telling me to hold steady, and trust that the death would allow me to be free.

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Today we go donut dumpster diving and I tell you an utterly wackadoo story involving two wizard brothers: one good and one, well... strange. Not all turning points are tragic, some are just 'tarded. I'd like to thank old mate and the homie for catalysing my mythic initiation. I wouldn't be here without them.

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Welcome to my first episode of the series. Today I am discussing, in frank terms, the story of how my gay best friend r*ped me.

In my early years my infinite exploration for identity bounds left me socially awkward and obsessed with self-accountability. Eventually, life drew the line for me. This episode explores the nuanced dynamics of an incredibly bizarre and formative trust rupture. It is not a revenge piece nor a trauma recount. It is a truth dive.

TW: This episode goes deeply into themes of Sexual Assault.

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