Have you ever been in a relationship with someone who never cheated, never raged, never drank — someone everyone around you thought was wonderful — and yet you constantly felt like you were the problem? Like you could never measure up, never quite get it right, never escape the quiet but crushing weight of their disappointment?

That's not your imagination. And it's not your fault.

In this episode of the Covert Narcissism Podcast, Renee breaks down one of the most misunderstood and hardest-to-identify forms of covert narcissism: the self-righteous narcissist. This is the narcissist who gains their supply not from attention or admiration — but from their own sense of moral superiority. They would never cheat. They would never lie. And they will make absolutely sure you know it.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• What narcissistic supply actually is — and why morality can be a form of it
• How the self-righteous narcissist uses a "moral scoreboard" to keep you in a one-down position
• The specific phrases they use that sound reasonable but function as control
• Why this type of abuse is so hard to identify — and why victims almost always end up blaming themselves
• The long-term impact on your sense of self, your confidence, and your own moral compass
• What healing looks like — and how to start reclaiming who you actually are

Whether you grew up with a self-righteous parent, are in a relationship with a self-righteous partner, or are just beginning to connect the dots on why you always felt like the problem — this episode will give you language for something you've felt but never been able to name.

You were never the problem. And the scoreboard was never fair.

If you're ready to stop untangling this alone, Renee's coaching program is open. Visit covertnarcissism.com to learn more.

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