Inviting my first guest, my amazing husband Landon! in this two part episode, we have an honest conversation disappointment, resentment and choosing your partner even in the messy middle seasons.

We have to focus on the process— not just the idea of breaking generational patterns. This episode we talk about the unlearning, relearning, healing, boundaries. What it feels like to raise your child differently from how you were raised.

A gentle, uplifting episode about daily practices that anchor you—slow mornings, cozy habits, gratitude, tiny routines that bring peace, and finding joy without waiting for life to be perfect.

From celebrations to consistency, let’s reflect, grow and share into the new year! Happy 2026!

Let’s talk about the messy reality of motherhood. Being a stay-at-home mom, the mental load, the guilt, the joy and those tiny moments that keep us grounded. It’s a chaotic balance that we all go through and let me be the first to say— YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Welcome to chaotic joy where it gets raw, real, and relatable. Here our host, maddie, sets the foundation for the whole message. We grew up in chaos and we chose joy through it all anyways.

welcome to chaotic joy, let me first thank you from the bottom of my heart for tuning in and giving me a chance to speak from the heart. I’m so glad you’re here and I can’t want to see where we grow together in this chaotic life!