After a quiet season of reflection, I’m back and so is the podcast, now reimagined as The Unlearning Podcast. In this episode, I talk about what led to the rebrand, what “unlearning” really means to me, and why I needed time away to reset, heal, and get clear on my voice. This isn’t just a comeback, it’s a shift. A softer, more honest version of me, and a space for growth that feels grounded, faith‑rooted, and real.

Have you ever loved God — but still felt empty? In this episode of Thirty Three and Free, I open up about the moments when God didn’t feel like enough for me. Times when my faith felt dry, my prayers felt unanswered, and I wondered if something was wrong with me for feeling that way.

This is a vulnerable conversation about spiritual exhaustion, disappointment, and learning that God’s presence is steady even when our emotions aren’t.

If you’ve ever wrestled with your faith, this episode is for you. You’re not alone — and God’s love hasn’t changed.

✨ Thirty Three and Free is a podcast about faith, freedom, and finding God’s purpose in your 30s. Subscribe for conversations on healing, identity, and walking with Jesus through real life.

This episode briefly discusses feelings of hopelessness and spiritual burnout. Please listen with care and seek professional or pastoral support if you’re struggling, feel free to reach out to me as well.

⚠️ Content Warning: This episode contains discussion of psychosis, suicidal ideation, and sexual assault. Please listen with care.

In this first video episode of Thirty Three and Free, I open up about my journey through psychosis and how God met me in my lowest place. This is my testimony — a story of brokenness, healing, and the freedom I found in Christ.

If you’ve ever felt lost, hopeless, or like your mind was slipping away, I want you to know there’s hope. Jesus met me in the middle of my chaos, and He can meet you too.

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Disclaimer: This episode is based on my personal experience and testimony of faith. I am not a medical professional, and nothing shared here should be taken as medical advice. If you are struggling with your mental health, please reach out to a qualified professional or seek immediate support. If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts, please seek help right away by contacting your local crisis helpline or emergency services.