In this brutally honest episode of The Loudness McEvil Symposium, Jason opens the lid on the “Secrets Box” — revealing the unspoken traumas, shame, and confusion that shaped a generation struggling with addiction and drugs. From the fluorescent nightmare of 1980s small-town adolescence to the harsh realities of a detox ward, this story is about survival, addiction recovery, and the high cost of silence.

Jason dismantles myths surrounding mental health, masculinity, and personal responsibility, confronting systems that punish addicts instead of offering real help. This episode delves into childhood abuse, ADHD before it was understood, body dysmorphia, and the long, painful road to communication — the crucial element that could have prevented decades of destruction.

💬 Topics: addiction, drugs, addicts, childhood trauma, mental health stigma, ADHD, addiction recovery, communication, suicide prevention, family healing, homelessness, recovery storytelling.

🎧 Whether you’re curious about how addiction truly begins or how it can be overcome, this episode offers raw insights and hope.

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Explore the realities of early addiction recovery and the challenges that come with leaving behind a life of opioid addiction and homelessness. In this episode, Wendy and Jason share their deeply personal journeys through sobriety, with Jason now 20 months sober after 30 years battling opioid addiction and homelessness, and Wendy celebrating 8 years alcohol-free. They discuss the true meaning of early recovery, why "one day at a time" is crucial, and the grief involved in letting go of the life and substances that once defined them.

Hear candid reflections on transitioning from street life to stability, the misconceptions about white-knuckling sobriety, and the unspoken privilege dynamics in recovery spaces. They also give a unique perspective on COVID-19’s impact from the viewpoint of those experiencing homelessness.

If you're navigating early recovery, supporting a loved one, or seeking real stories about addiction recovery, this episode offers unfiltered insight into the difficult but transformative path toward long-term sobriety.

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This episode delves deep into the complex world of addiction and recovery through the lens of Wendy McCallum — a former corporate lawyer, life coach, and friend who has experienced love and loss intertwined with addiction firsthand. Explore the emotional and challenging reality of loving addicts, the heartbreak, and the hope embedded in the recovery journey. Whether you're navigating the struggles of addiction yourself, loving someone who is an addict, or seeking understanding, Wendy's story offers raw insight and powerful perspective. Tune in to hear how addiction impacts not only those who suffer but those who love them, and discover why recovery is often the hardest path yet the most necessary. This episode sets the stage for a deeper conversation about addiction, recovery, and the human connections that survive them.