Welcome

In this episode I continue the tender conversation that began in the last transmission about my mother’s death. This time I am sharing about grief itself, strong emotions and the hidden gift in death. I speak very honestly about how grief is moving through my body thirty days after my mother passed, how it arrives like a powerful wave with no story attached, and how choosing to truly feel is giving me more life, more power and more wisdom.

Episode Summary

I explore how birth and death are not single moments but long processes that reflect the way we live. The way you die, and the way you give birth, is an extension of your lifelong patterns. You do not suddenly become someone else at the moment of death or at the moment of birth.

I describe how grief arrives in my body like a powerful wave, with no story attached. Tears, sound and movement come, whether I am alone or with others, and I feel deep peace about my relationship with my mother. I share how most of us try to rationalise emotions, attach stories and blame others, instead of letting the pure energy move through us to clean, liberate and transform us.

I speak about grief as an initiation and a rite of passage that supports my mother’s ascension and my own evolution. I reflect on how our mothers live inside us, how this era is asking us to reclaim our individual power and life force, and how allowing ourselves to feel fully is how we make art out of our lives.

Key Takeaways

• The way you die and the way you give birth reflects the way you have lived.
• Birth and death are gradual processes, not single moments.
• Grief is pure energy that can move through you without a story and serve everyone involved.
• Rationalising and attaching stories to emotions creates suffering and disconnection.
• Allowing yourself to feel fully gives you more life, vitality and connection to the Divine.

If you are in your own season of grief, or you are feeling emotions that seem too big, too wild or too much, I am holding you gently in my heart. You do not need to make sense of it. You do not need to have a beautiful story for it. You are allowed to feel.

Let this episode be a permission slip for you to let the waves move through your body and to trust that something sacred is happening in you and through you, even if your mind does not understand.

Thank you for being here with me, for your courage to listen, to feel and to stay present with life and with death.

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• Free Light Imprint Quiz: https://homaya.org/lightactivatorquiz
• Soul Contract Activation Meditations: https://homaya.org/the-calling-podcast

Welcome

In this episode I open my heart and invite you into one of the most intimate portals of my life. I share about the death of my mother, the intensity of the last month, and what it really means to sit in the room with death. This is a raw, tender transmission recorded after a day of many tears, with silence, emotion and codes for you if you are willing to receive them.

Episode Summary

I take you through my mother’s long, gradual decline and the moment of her passing. I speak about how she seemed to be slowly turning into thin air, while her strong personality stayed present almost until the last breath. I share the sacred call to clear my day, sit by her side, hold her hand, call in the angels and witness her soul leaving her body.

I also speak honestly about our complicated relationship. I was harmed by her behaviour for years and I had to do deep work to liberate myself and to liberate her. In her final hours I returned to her bedside, gave back what was never mine to carry and chose what I am willing to continue, heal and honour from her lineage. In that moment we reorganised the heritage between us so we could both be free.

I reflect on the strange contrast between a whole life ending and the world carrying on as usual, the bureaucracy that surrounds death, and the small signs Spirit sent me, including the number 17:17. More than anything, I share the holiness of a single exhale that is not followed by another inhale, and the realisation that the Divine presence that animated my mother is the same presence that is breathing you now.

Key Takeaways

• Death is a sacred portal that our culture often hides from us.
• You can study death, yet being in the room with it is a different initiation.
• You can energetically return what is not yours to carry, even at the threshold of death.
• A whole life completes in one exhale, and the same Divine breath is alive in you now.

If you are walking with grief, sitting with someone you love at the edge of life, or simply feeling called to deepen your relationship with death and with your own breath, I am holding you in my heart as you listen. Thank you for being here with me in this tender space. If this episode speaks to you, please share it with someone who might need these words today.

I’d love to hear your thoughts, text the show.

Homaya Resource Links:

• Website: https://homaya.org/
• Follow on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/homaya/
• Free Light Imprint Quiz: https://homaya.org/lightactivatorquiz
• Soul Contract Activation Meditations: https://homaya.org/the-calling-podcast

Welcome
Hey, beauties. I have felt the call to record this episode for such a long time, and I know this teaching is precious. It is one of those transmissions that everyone on a true growth path will meet sooner or later. I invite you to listen and reflect, to let this episode be as relatable as possible to your own journey.

Episode Summary
In this episode, I guide you to look at the stories and memories that may still be holding you back from your next level. I share how the challenges and initiations we have faced, even the darkest ones, are not failures or punishments, but sacred invitations to heal ourselves and the world.

We explore what happens when you fully reject the victim mindset and choose to own your power, even when logic or your past tries to convince you otherwise. I encourage you to see yourself as the one who raised their hand for this work, who took on the healing of pain, abuse, burnout or depression because of your strength, your light, and your connection to the Divine.

You will hear about the transformation that unfolds when you declare that nothing is truly against you, and that every moment on your journey counts. I talk about the power of honouring your breakthroughs, celebrating your resilience, and reclaiming your right to lead yourself, moment by moment and breath by breath.

Key Takeaways

• Every challenge, even the darkest, is an initiation and a calling to heal
• Rejecting the victim story unlocks profound transformation
• You chose, at a soul level, to turn poison into medicine
• When you own your journey, you become unstoppable and truly powerful
• Honouring your breakthroughs builds your self-trust and self-worth
• Life changes when you see yourself as the leader of your own path

Resources & Links

• For upcoming events, ceremonies, and ways to connect, visit my website or reach out directly
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• Explore previous episodes of The Calling for more teachings and embodiment

Action
If this message resonates, take a moment to honour your journey. Celebrate your breakthroughs, no matter how small. Breathe in the knowing that you are leading your life, and every step you take is sacred. Share this episode with someone who needs to hear it, and let us continue to rise together.

Thank you for listening, for your courage, and for showing up for yourself and the world.

With all my love,
Homaya

I’d love to hear your thoughts, text the show.

Homaya Resource Links:

• Website: https://homaya.org/
• Follow on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/homaya/
• Free Light Imprint Quiz: https://homaya.org/lightactivatorquiz
• Soul Contract Activation Meditations: https://homaya.org/the-calling-podcast