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  • Discord Notes Vol 7 - Patreon, Saudi Buys EA, Culture Talks
    2025/10/01

    In the latest installment of Discord Notes, I opened up about more than just wrestling. Volume 7 is about building strong foundations — whether in conversations, communities, or creative platforms. It’s also about being honest: with myself, with you, and with the content I create.

    For years, creators have been told to avoid politics and religion. I broke that rule in this episode. Why? Because culture itself is inseparable from both — and avoiding uncomfortable conversations only weakens our foundation.

    Key Themes from Volume 7

    • Patreon Relaunch: After experimenting with Fourthwall, I relaunched Patreon on September 9th, 2025. Fourthwall stays as my merch home (with fully original designs), but Patreon is now the hub for community, group chats, and deeper conversations.

    • Cancel Culture & Free Speech: From Gail Kim vs. Riho to hateful comments on my Raja Jackson video, I highlight how we’ve confused opinions with facts — and how online discourse has lost the ability to find common ground.

    • Foundations Matter: I use the metaphor of building blocks to explain why obsessing over “chipped blocks” (small issues) prevents us from building strong structures in culture, wrestling, and community.

    • Wrestling Meets Culture: Saudi Arabia is buying influence — WrestleMania, Royal Rumble, and now EA. WWE continues its global growth, while AEW stagnates, and NJPW is suffocating under outdated traditions.

    • Breaking My Own Rules: I reflect on faith, being raised Catholic, and the phrase “walk by faith, not by sight.” I argue that growth requires discomfort — and conversations about religion, politics, and culture can’t be ignored anymore.

    Why This Matters
    Wrestling isn’t just about matches — it’s a mirror of culture. Discord Notes is my space to unpack those intersections without the algorithm dictating what gets heard. Patreon allows me to have unfiltered conversations with you — free of censorship, rage-bait, and corporate control.

    As I said in the episode: “Discord Notes Volume 7 is all about trying to find a really firm foundation in the things that we should talk about… not in a way that’s preachy, but in a way where we can grow.”

    Please note: future Discord Notes will be on Patreon. I will keep this as wrestling. Stuff will be moving around.

    https://patreon.com/marieshadows

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    45 分
  • "We Choose Violence!" MLW Fury Road 2025 Review
    2025/09/29

    Marie Shadows and Dos Evil review MLW Fury Road 2025, unpacking wild trios matches, Opera Cup intrigue, indie standouts like Shotzi, and unforgettable promos.

    Timestamps:

    • 00:00 – Welcome & Marie’s fiery intro

    • 00:01:15 – MLW’s new “We Choose Violence” tagline & Texas crowd reaction

    • 00:02:45 – Pirate trios match: Blue Panther’s technical mastery vs. awkward finish

    • 00:17:30 – Paul London vs. Akamura: Kojima steals the spotlight with bagels

    • 00:27:45 – Volador Jr. vs. Teton: Mask pull finish draws major heat

    • 00:31:10 – Alex Hammerstone promo: “That crackhead Riddle” & MLW takeover plans

    • 00:36:08 – Mads Krueger’s dark ambush & “Hail Contra” sign-off

    • 00:37:43 – Shotzi vs. Alejandra Quintanilla: pacing issues but indie magic

    • 00:42:30 – Closing thoughts: MLW’s balance of legends, chaos, and indie stars

    Support:

    https://patreon.com/marieshadows - I'm creating conversations in wrestling and culture - extended and other thoughts podcasts and shows

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    1 時間 13 分
  • Raja Jackson Bail Story Proves Money, Not Race, Buys Freedom
    2025/09/27

    Welcome to the Squared Circle Podcast! I am your host Marie Shadows!

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    Support the brand further:

    https://patreon.com/marieshadows - all other topics besides wrestling such as culture, life, advice, free speech

    https://buymeacoffee.com/marieshadows - donations if you found this ep valuable

    https://campsite.bio/marieshadows - all links

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    In this episode of the Square Circle Podcast, Marie Shadows breaks down the shocking arrest—and near-instant release—of Raja Jackson on felony battery charges. What should have been a moment of accountability became a case study in how money bends the system, how parents blur the line between love and enabling, and how social media culture fuels real-world violence.

    Marie dismantles the lazy “white money” narrative by showing how Rampage Jackson—himself a wealthy Black MMA fighter—used $50,000 in cash to secure his son’s release. She challenges listeners to look beyond race to the deeper forces of resources, character, and responsibility, while also examining the role of livestreaming, toxic chats, and the need for therapy and healing in an age of constant online escalation.

    Time Stamps

    • 0:00 – Intro: “How can good news turn into a what the fuck?

    • 1:30 – Podcast milestones, Patreon & merch announcements

    • 5:00 – Setting the stage: Raja Jackson’s arrest and near-instant bail

    • 10:00 – Breaking the myth of “white money” privilege

    • 16:00 – Rampage’s $50,000 decision and the hypocrisy of parenting vs. discipline

    • 22:00 – Streaming platforms, Kick culture, and how live chats fuel violence

    • 29:00 – Therapy, trauma, and why punishment alone won’t fix this

    • 35:00 – Broader warning: when creators can’t self-regulate, government will

    • 42:00 – Final thoughts: money stays green, character decides everything

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    48 分
  • Masha Slamovich & Akira: Toxic Love, Emotional Abuse, and Wrestling’s Hidden Struggles
    2025/09/26
    Welcome to the Squared Circle Podcast! I am your host Marie Shadows***Support: https://campsite.com/marieshadowshttps://patreon.com/marieshadowshttps://open.spotify.com/show/5nGoROIAggUjr04rAQkKfR?si=7a6958d00f2940f4***This episode isn’t gossip. It’s a case study in how love, anger, and performance collide until nobody knows where the act ends and the damage begins. Using the Masha Slamovich–Akira situation as a lens, we break down the patterns that trap people in toxic cycles—both in relationships and in industries that profit from chaos.Big Idea 1: The Cycle of Toxic LoveRelationships don’t start toxic—they start with care, attention, and the promise that someone sees you. But when affection escalates into humiliation, apology, and repetition, love itself becomes a weapon.Affection That Feels Safe at First: “Because I care about you.” What should be comfort becomes a plea: please don’t hurt me again.Words as Weapons: “Now you can love the memory of me.” Poetry as a tether, keeping a victim tied to pain.Devotion Turned Against You: “Once again, my love doesn’t come with an asterisk.” Unconditional love can become leverage.Identity Attacks: “You’re femme as f* and I’m not gay.” Humiliation disguised as honesty cuts deeper than fists.Big Idea 2: Abuse Isn’t Always PhysicalNot all damage leaves a bruise. Emotional abuse can linger for years and is often invisible.Invisible Scars: Words like “you’ll never be enough” echo long after a busted lip heals.Silence Feeds the Cycle: Unsounded protests allow the pattern to repeat.Love as a Trap: Staying out of hope that love will “win” can keep someone trapped.Abuse Has No Gender: Men can be victims. Women can be abusers. No stereotype protects anyone.Big Idea 3: Wrestling Culture Makes It WorseThis is bigger than two people. Wrestling rewards chaos and blurs lines between performance and personal boundaries.Brutal Schedules and Frayed Tempers: Exhaustion makes patience harder, and abuse more likely.“Work the Gimmick” = Blur the Line: Selling intimacy as a job makes it easy to forget where the act ends.Public Pain as Content: Online outrage consumes real suffering for clicks.The Pop Isn’t Worth Your Soul: No angle, booking, or cheer is worth living in fear.Big Idea 4: Lessons We Have to CarryThis story is a mirror for every relationship and community that confuses passion with pain.Anger Is Not Love: Hitting, throwing, or humiliating is control, not passion.Communication Saves Lives: Speak up. Step away. Break the cycle with conversation.Love Yourself Enough to Leave: Walking away isn’t weakness—it’s survival.Truth Over Gossip: Talk about hard things without turning pain into entertainment.Three Smaller but Crucial IdeasPerformance Isn’t Consent: A crowd pop doesn’t erase personal boundaries.Algorithms Thrive on Suffering: Outrage and pain get clicks; popularity doesn’t equal truth.Healing Requires Accountability: No one is a cartoon villain. Acknowledging harm is step one.Final ThoughtThe Masha–Akira story isn’t about picking sides. It’s about recognizing patterns before they trap us, refusing to mistake chaos for love, and remembering that no pop, storyline, or relationship is worth your soul.Time Stamp00:00 – Intro, context, and my personal disclaimers.03:00 – My brief interactions with Masha & Akira in the wrestling scene.08:00 – The first text message exchange—what it reveals about anger and control.17:00 – Overstimulation, bad matches, and misplaced frustration.28:00 – Physical abuse and the pictures of injuries.35:00 – Weaponizing sex and status in a toxic relationship.41:00 – Why communication matters more than winning an argument.47:00 – The breakup texts and what they teach us about self-awareness.50:00 – My call for accountability and healthier outlets for anger.
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    1 時間 17 分
  • Why WrestleMania in Saudi Arabia Matters — and Why Fans Need to Rethink Activism
    2025/09/18

    Welcome to the Squared Circle Podcast! I am your host Marie Shadows!

    In this episode of the Square Circle Podcast, Marie Shadows dives deep into WWE’s WrestleMania 43 announcement for Saudi Arabia. She calls out the hypocrisy of wrestling activists, defends freedom of speech as the bedrock of her platform, and highlights why wrestling needs to be experienced worldwide. From ticket price outrage to the debate over Saudi women wrestling, Marie doesn’t shy away from uncomfortable truths — instead, she offers perspective, solutions, and a challenge: stop the performative activism and start doing the real work.

    Wrestling belongs to the world, not just the loudest voices online. And if you value honest conversations that don’t shy away from the messy parts of wrestling, politics, or life, I invite you to join me over on Patreon - https://patreon.com/marieshadows

    That’s where I share Discord Notes, Tape Study, and Crossroads interviews and editorials — content that dives deeper than what you’ll find here. Patreon is also where we can build community, exchange ideas, and have conversations that actually matter. Wrestling talk stays free right here, but if you want the full picture — join me on Patreon. The door is always open.

    Timestamps

    • 00:00 – 02:00 Gratitude to listeners + free speech foundation

    • 02:00 – 07:00 Wrestling activism & Twitter outrage

    • 07:00 – 13:00 WWE’s Saudi Arabia partnership explained

    • 13:00 – 19:00 Sports washing, identity politics, and double standards

    • 19:00 – 25:00 Women wrestling in Saudi vs. OnlyFans hypocrisy

    • 25:00 – 33:00 Positive impacts of WrestleMania in Saudi

    • 33:00 – 39:00 Indie promotions’ opportunity during Saudi WrestleMania week

    • 39:00 – 47:00 WWE ticket price inflation & TKO’s strategy

    • 47:00 – 51:00 Patreon, Discord Notes Vol. 7, and community-building


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    51 分
  • I Am Charlie Kirk - Discord Notes Vol 6: On Faith, Free Speech, and Wrestling
    2025/09/17

    Discord Notes Vol. 6 is raw, unfiltered, and deeply personal. I process Charlie Kirk’s death, unpack what “walking by faith, not by sight” finally means to me, and connect it all to wrestling, content creation, and free speech. This isn’t about politics — it’s about values, voice, and standing firm when mobs try to silence you. If you’ve ever struggled with speaking your truth online, this one’s for you.Last freebie for Discord Notes! Support this project over at Patreon! https://patreon.com/marieshadows

    Timestamps & Mini-Summaries

    • 00:00 – 02:00 – Opening: “I am Charlie Kirk in spirit.” Setting the tone of faith and free speech.

    • 02:00 – 06:00 – Processing Charlie’s death, celebrating life, and the dangers of silencing voices.

    • 06:00 – 11:00 – Wrestling Twitter as a political battlefield. Mob mentality vs. conversation.

    • 11:00 – 16:00 – “Walk by faith, not by sight” finally clicks. Awakening through global tributes.

    • 16:00 – 22:00 – Content battles: losing followers, political accusations, and staying authentic.

    • 22:00 – 30:00 – Wrestling controversies (Sarah Logan vs. Max the Impaler, Eddie Kingston vs. Sammy).

    • 30:00 – 38:00 – AEW, NJPW, equality debates, and feminism in wrestling.

    • 38:00 – 46:00 – America’s imperfection, unity vs. division, why I value men in wrestling history.

    • 46:00 – 51:00 – Faith, community, and the Holy Spirit in tragedy.

    • 51:00 – end – The call to action: build your own tribe, stand on convictions, protect free speech.

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    1 時間 8 分
  • MLW Fightland 2025 – Big Matches, Big Opinions, and What’s Next
    2025/09/16

    On this episode of the Square Circle Podcast, we dive deep into MLW Fightland 2025 with co-host Dos Evil. From the big-man lucha clash between Esfinge and Último Guerrero to the disappointing Zandokan/Blue Panther Jr. bout, we break down the Opera Cup matches. We also cover Hammerstone’s evolving character alongside MJF, the MLW Featherweight title defense by Shoko Nakajima, and the Texas Death Match where Hammerstone fully embraced his darker side against Matthew Justice. Plus, we talk Don Gatto’s mysterious reveal, MLW’s creative choices, and upcoming events like Fury Road, Slaughterhouse, and Lucha de los Muertes.Timestamps

    00:00 – Intro & MLW Fightland overview
    00:35 – Opera Cup: Esfinge vs. Último Guerrero
    06:00 – Blue Panther Jr. vs. Zandokan Jr. critique
    12:00 – MJF & Hammerstone backstage promo
    22:00 – MLW Featherweight Title: Shoko vs. Yuki
    30:00 – Don Gatto segment with Cesar & Salina
    34:00 – Hammerstone vs. Matthew Justice Texas Death Match
    41:00 – Upcoming MLW schedule (Fury Road, Slaughterhouse, Lucha de los Muertes)
    44:30 – Final thoughts


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    1 時間 5 分
  • Discord Notes Vol. 4: Discussing Warren Zeiders, Chase McDaniel, Hardy | Wrestling, Music, Online Safety
    2025/09/09

    This ain’t clickbait. This is me, Marie Shadows, talking straight from the heart about wrestling, music, and life without Twitter breathing down my neck.

    Inside this episode:

    • 🥊 Wrestling Community Truths: why so many “friendships” fall apart and what I’ve learned about people only being in your life for a season.

    • 🎶 Music That Inspires: Hardy flipping the “psycho” trope, Warren Zeiders dropping “Only Bible,” Chase McDaniel leveling up — and why country music storytelling has me hooked.

    • ✍️ My Creative Grind: I’m knee-deep in my cyberpunk novel, rewriting as I write, and yeah it’s frustrating — but I love it.

    • 🚨 Internet Safety Storytime: someone on Threads kept pressing me for my subway stop. Nah. Protect yourself online. Always.

    • 🔮 Future of Discord Notes: why this side project matters, why it’s staying, and why Fourthwall will help keep it alive.

    This episode is unpolished, unscripted, but real. If you vibe with that, hit like, drop a comment, and let’s keep building this community together.

    Timestamps

    • 00:00 – Intro: Why Discord Notes exists.

    • 02:00 – Wrestling vs. life updates.

    • 04:00 – People come into your life for a season.

    • 11:00 – Overthinking, content creation, and Nickelback.

    • 12:00 – Leaving Twitter after Hogan’s passing.

    • 14:00 – Wrestling community betrayals & lack of support.

    • 16:00 – Comparing wrestling vs. music communities.

    • 20:00 – Toxicity of wrestling Twitter vs. positivity in music fandoms.

    • 21:00 – Why country music hooked me (Hardy, Chase McDaniel, Warren Zeiders).

    • 28:00 – Music, religion, and powerful storytelling.

    • 34:00 – Marketing lessons from musicians vs. wrestling creators.

    • 35:00 – Updates on my cyberpunk novel.

    • 37:00 – Wisdom tooth surgery in November.

    • 37:15 – Protecting your information online (Threads story).

    • 43:00 – Final message: stay safe online & protect your energy.

    • 45:00 – Future of Discord Notes & Fourthwall support.

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    53 分