Welcome

In this episode I continue the tender conversation that began in the last transmission about my mother’s death. This time I am sharing about grief itself, strong emotions and the hidden gift in death. I speak very honestly about how grief is moving through my body thirty days after my mother passed, how it arrives like a powerful wave with no story attached, and how choosing to truly feel is giving me more life, more power and more wisdom.

Episode Summary

I explore how birth and death are not single moments but long processes that reflect the way we live. The way you die, and the way you give birth, is an extension of your lifelong patterns. You do not suddenly become someone else at the moment of death or at the moment of birth.

I describe how grief arrives in my body like a powerful wave, with no story attached. Tears, sound and movement come, whether I am alone or with others, and I feel deep peace about my relationship with my mother. I share how most of us try to rationalise emotions, attach stories and blame others, instead of letting the pure energy move through us to clean, liberate and transform us.

I speak about grief as an initiation and a rite of passage that supports my mother’s ascension and my own evolution. I reflect on how our mothers live inside us, how this era is asking us to reclaim our individual power and life force, and how allowing ourselves to feel fully is how we make art out of our lives.

Key Takeaways

• The way you die and the way you give birth reflects the way you have lived.
• Birth and death are gradual processes, not single moments.
• Grief is pure energy that can move through you without a story and serve everyone involved.
• Rationalising and attaching stories to emotions creates suffering and disconnection.
• Allowing yourself to feel fully gives you more life, vitality and connection to the Divine.

If you are in your own season of grief, or you are feeling emotions that seem too big, too wild or too much, I am holding you gently in my heart. You do not need to make sense of it. You do not need to have a beautiful story for it. You are allowed to feel.

Let this episode be a permission slip for you to let the waves move through your body and to trust that something sacred is happening in you and through you, even if your mind does not understand.

Thank you for being here with me, for your courage to listen, to feel and to stay present with life and with death.

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