No one is too far gone for the redeeming love of Jesus.

On this episode of Out of Focus, Shannon Stewart sits down with Jamie Lee, whose testimony is a powerful reminder that God still rescues, restores, and redeems. Jamie opens up about his journey through hidden sexual addiction and shame, and how it nearly destroyed his marriage—until Jesus met him in the darkest place.

What followed is nothing short of miraculous: forgiveness, transformation, restored identity, and a marriage rebuilt by grace.

This is more than a testimony—it’s an invitation into hope. Whether you’re battling secret sin, praying for a prodigal, or believing for healing in your marriage or family, Jamie’s story will stir your faith and remind you that Jesus still writes the best redemption stories.

They discuss:

– Hidden sexual addiction + shame

– When everything began to fall apart

– Joy’s prayers + spiritual warfare

– The moment God broke through

– Walking out healing, purity & identity in Christ

– Marriage restored & ministry birthed

“Jesus didn’t just save me — He restored everything I tried to destroy.”

Chapters

00:00 Welcome + Jamie’s introduction

02:10 The slide toward rock bottom

07:25 Hidden addiction & shame

12:40 When everything began to fall apart

18:15 Joy’s prayers + standing for her marriage

23:50 The turning point — God breaks through

29:05 Practical steps toward healing & purity

35:00 Restoring identity + walking in truth

40:22 Marriage rebuilt: the power of grace

45:38 Barn45 + ministry today

51:10 Encouragement if you’re stuck right now

54:25 Final words + prayer

No matter how far you’ve drifted, there is hope.

Jesus specializes in taking what’s broken and making it new.

You are seen. You are loved. You are never beyond redemption.

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Some seasons of Thanksgiving feel full… others feel fragile. This episode speaks to both.

In this warm and heartfelt Thanksgiving conversation, Shannon sits down with her husband, Pastor Mike Lee — a leader who spent years shepherding one of the largest churches in America and who has also walked through seasons of deep pain, quiet rebuilding, and unexpected grace.

Together, they reflect on gratitude, family traditions, the beauty of perspective, and giving thanks not just for all things… but in all things.

This episode is gentle, encouraging, and deeply relatable — offering hope for anyone navigating loneliness, weariness, or heaviness during the holidays.

Whether listeners are surrounded by family or spending the day quietly on their own, Shannon and Mike invite them to pause, breathe, and remember what truly matters.

Key Themes

• Giving thanks in every season

• Gratitude when life is difficult

• Perspective that brings peace

• Cherished memories & family traditions

• Acts of kindness that change lives

• The healing power of forgiveness

• Hope for those who feel alone

⏱️ TIMESTAMPS

00:00 — Thanksgiving Traditions & Black Friday Shopping

01:18 — Giving Thanks in All Circumstances

03:11 — Finding Gratitude in Difficult Times

04:34 — The Importance of Perspective

06:34 — Cherished Thanksgiving Memories

09:10 — Encouragement for the Lonely

11:21 — Acts of Kindness During the Holidays

13:00 — The Power of Forgiveness

13:56 — Finding Hope in Dark Times

14:53 — Cultivating a Grateful Heart

16:21 — Thanksgiving Favorites & Family Traditions

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” — Psalm 34:18

If this episode encourages you, share it with someone who may need comfort this holiday season.

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In this powerful and redemptive episode of Out of Focus, host Shannon Stewart welcomes Joy Lee, the co-founder of Barn 45, whose extraordinary journey from deep brokenness to divine restoration will move every listener to tears.

This episode is a reminder that no one is beyond the reach of God’s mercy—and that even the messiest parts of our story can become the most meaningful.

Joy opens up about growing up in church but battling insecurity, shame, and the lies of the enemy that followed her into adulthood. She shares her honest story of a marriage on the brink, an emotional breakdown that became her breakthrough, and the moment God turned desperation into deliverance.

In this Christian testimony, Joy reveals how God transformed her marriage, her faith, and her purpose through surrender and grace.

Together, Shannon and Joy talk about:

· How God restores what feels too broken to repair

· The power of confession, prayer, and obedience

· What it means to live inside the “circle of blessability”

· Turning daily discipline with God into delight

· The incredible story behind Barn 45—a “heart hospital” where people around the world are finding hope, healing, and freedom in Jesus

“Breakdowns can become the doorway to breakthrough.” — Joy Lee

If you’ve ever questioned whether God could redeem your story, this episode will remind you: He still rebuilds what’s been torn down.

Chapters

00:00 Introduction & Guest Announcement

00:12 Joy’s Ministry & Impact

02:39 Early Life & Spiritual Struggles

03:06 Shame, Insecurity & the “Double Life”

07:00 Marriage and Early Challenges

08:09 Breaking Point & Divine Intervention

11:34 Joy’s Path to Healing

15:45 Her Husband’s Radical Encounter with God

21:50 Faith, Obedience & Daily Discipline

34:16 Choosing God First

35:11 Persistent Prayer

35:46 God’s Limitless Power

37:27 Spiritual Warfare

44:34 The Birth of Barn 45

50:44 Growth & Impact

51:32 Daily Bible Studies & Community

1:01:52 Final Encouragement

Scripture Anchors: Hebrews 6:19 • Genesis 50:20 • Matthew 6:5

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