I woke up one morning and couldn't remember if I had bathed my kids the night before.

That was the lowest moment of my motherhood. And the moment everything changed.

Drinking had always been part of my life. Sorority in college. Living abroad and trying local wines. Corporate recruitment culture with boozy lunches and happy hours. Marriage, where a cheese platter and a bottle of wine became our only reprieve.

It never felt like a problem. Until it did.

In March 2020, I won International Coach of the Year in Australia. On that same trip, I finally decided to leave my marriage after 7 years of trying to find the courage. I flew home, told my husband I wanted a divorce... and then the entire world shut down.

Nine months trapped in a house with someone I'd just asked to divorce.

Homeschooling two kids. No gym. No mountains. No escape.

The couple-times-a-week glass became nightly. The nightly glass became two. Then a bottle. The 5pm start became 3pm. And all day, I thought about when I could have my first drink.

My best friend said I was just coping. But if you feel like you have a problem, you DO.

In this episode:
💜 How "normal" drinking became a problem
💜 What alcohol actually does to your body and mind
💜 The morning that broke me open
💜 Why I needed to go through my transformation sober
💜 The book that changed everything

I haven't had a drink since. Not because I'm "fixed," but because I finally understand what alcohol was taking from me.

If something in this episode makes you uncomfortable - pay attention to that.

Get Awaken Your Purpose at ericacarrico.com/books 💜

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http://www.ericacarrico.com/

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"When Staying Is the Wrong Kind of Brave" - A Follow-Up to The Marriage That Was Killing Me

After Episode 6 aired, my inbox exploded. Hundreds of messages from women saying, "It's like you were describing my life."

So this episode is for you. The one who's dying inside while everyone thinks you're fine. The one who stopped caring because caring hurts too much. The one who's staying out of fear, not love.

In this episode, I answer the questions you've been afraid to ask:

💜 How do you know if it's really over or just a rough patch?
💜 What about the kids? Won't divorce traumatize them?
💜 Why does he say he's "blindsided" when I've been unhappy for years?
💜 How did I find the courage to actually leave?
💜 What questions helped me get clarity?

I share the moment my son asked why married people sleep in the same bed—because we'd been in separate rooms so long he thought it was normal.

The relationship coach who told me I was "like Schwarzenegger with tits." The vision that kept me going when everything fell apart.

This isn't me telling you to leave. Only you know what's true for you.

But if you've stopped caring... if staying feels like dying... if you can't remember who you were before this relationship...

You already know. Deep down, you already know.

My book Awaken Your Purpose is the 28-day framework that helped me rebuild after leaving. Get your copy: https://ericacarrico.com/books

You deserve to be fully alive. 💜

To learn more, visit:
http://www.ericacarrico.com/

Listen to more episodes on Mission Matters:
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I used to make $29,000 a year.

Twenty-nine thousand dollars as a nonprofit director with a master's degree, barely able to keep the lights on.

But the real problem wasn't the salary. It was my money story.

I believed men create wealth. Women support. So I stayed small, underpaid, and dependent—waiting for someone else to save me financially.

Then cancer woke me up.

Lying in that hospital bed, I realized: I'm the only one who can secure my children's future. Not my husband. Not anyone else. Me.

That's when everything shifted. I decided to become a single mom who uplevels instead of downgrades.

In this episode, I share:
💜 The money story that kept me stuck at $29K
💜 Why I was pushing my husband to provide instead of creating wealth myself
💜 The wake-up call that changed everything
💜 The golden ticket formula: natural gifts + passion + value creation = wealth
💜 How I went from $29K to building a multimillion-dollar business as a single mom
💜 The 3 questions that will shift your entire relationship with money
💜 Why aligning with your purpose is the key to financial freedom
Whether you want to build a million-dollar business or finally stop living paycheck to paycheck—this episode is for you.

You don't need anyone to save you. You can save yourself.

My book, Awaken Your Purpose, is the 28-day framework that took me from $29K to millions. It shows you how to get crystal clear on your purpose and build wealth doing what you love.

Get your copy at ericacarrico.com/books

Your purpose is your paycheck, love. It's time to claim it. 💜

To learn more, visit:
http://www.ericacarrico.com/

Listen to more episodes on Mission Matters:
http://missionmatters.com/author/Erica-Carrico/