I admit it… what I gave was love, and yes, it was attachment too.
But what they gave was nothing but selfishness, and what they left me with were wounds.
While hurting me, they never once stopped to think about what would become of someone who worshipped them in the temple of his heart—
raising them as a goddess of love, a god of devotion.
And what would happen to that heart
when they passed by so close…
yet looked away,
avoiding my eyes.

I owe you an apology 🤍
Last Friday, I couldn't release a new episode, and I didn't want to return with half-felt words. Some emotions take time to be understood before they can be spoken. I needed that pause… to feel honestly, to write truthfully, and to come back only when my heart was ready to speak again.

This episode was born in that silence.

Ruined by Your Love is about believing in a love so deeply that separation never even feels possible.
When their words were sweet, you thought bitterness could never exist.
When their smiles felt so pure, you believed they would never turn away.
Everything felt safe… permanent… unbreakable.

Until one day, everything changed.

A single shift.
A silent distance.
And suddenly, the connection felt like it never existed at all.

This is a story of loving someone with such devotion that, in protecting them, you lose yourself.
Of being ruined not by hatred, but by love itself.
Of a heart that knows it may never be whole again… yet still aches for the one who broke it.

Because sometimes, love doesn't leave you empty.
It leaves you unrepairable.

If you've ever trusted love too much…
If you've ever lost yourself while trying to hold on…
This episode is for you.

🎧 Listen with your heart. It always knows the truth.

Some returns never happen… but the heart still waits.
Some evenings never come back… but their memories keep breathing.

There are songs we once sang together
touches filled with innocence,
moments filled with warmth
and the heart keeps asking…
'Will you ever return? Will we ever be the same again?'

My eyes still ache for your presence.
This restless heart… still lost in your love.