In one of their most personal episodes yet, Bobby and Ian go deep on grief — what it looks like, how it shows up unexpectedly, and why men often struggle to name it. Bobby shares how picking up hunting again after years away brought a wave of unexpected grief for his late father, a Utah outdoorsman who first put a rifle in his hands. Ian opens up about losing Keith — his recovery mentor and the best deer hunter he ever knew — and the moment a peanut butter jar screwed to a tree nearly brought him to his knees on the day he killed the biggest buck of his life.

Together they explore the many faces of grief: the anger, the recklessness, the numbness, and the guilt. Ian speaks candidly about losing friends to addiction and how grief in recovery is relentless and cumulative. Bobby connects the dots between emotional numbness and unprocessed loss — and why the woods may be one of the few places men actually let themselves feel it.

This episode won't hand you a roadmap. But it will remind you that grief doesn't have to mean letting go — you can carry your legends with you.

Out on the Limb | Limb Junkies Podcast

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Ian sits down with longtime friend and Mossy Oak Pro Staff turkey hunter Mike Rexrode to talk about one of the most important parts of hunting culture: passing it on. They dig into Mike's approach to introducing kids and new hunters to the turkey woods — from choosing the right gun and managing expectations, to teaching patience, ethics, and respect for the bird. Mike shares stories from hunting with his own kids, the value of letting new hunters experience failure, and why going home empty-handed can be the best thing that happens to a first-timer. Plus, the two swap some of their most memorable hunts together and reflect on what turkey hunting has given them beyond the harvest.

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Ian and Bobby bring on their Vermont hunting buddy Chad for the first time to tell the story of how a chance introduction through Ian's wife's family turned into one of the most meaningful friendships Limb Junkies has made. They walk through the whole origin — from that first spring trip to the Northeast Kingdom where Bobby doubled up on Jakes and Ian spent four days chasing pressured long beards through cow pastures, to Chad and his son making the trip down to Virginia to fill their freezers with deer. Then Ian breaks down his second Vermont Turkey trip in full detail: the dairy farm bird on day one, the heartbreaker long beard that skirted them at 70 yards on day two, a perfect morning that went cold on day three, and the final-day chase through cornfields and rock walls that ended with two birds on the wall and cigars lit. Along the way Chad shares what Turkey hunting in the Northeast Kingdom is really like — late-season timing, a sea of Jakes, birds that won't come off roost in the rain, land access that works nothing like Virginia — and Ian admits he may not hunt quite like the locals up there.

Out on the Limb | Limb Junkies Podcast

Recovery, resilience, and the outdoors.

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