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  • Episode 3 - I Died... and Came Back - A Near-Death Experience with Ryan 第 3 集——「我死了……又活过来」：Ryan 的濒死体验

    Episode 3 - I Died... and Came Back - A Near-Death Experience with Ryan 第 3 集——「我死了……又活过来」：Ryan 的濒死体验
    2025/12/14
    Episode 3 – “I Died… and Came Back”: A Near-Death Experience with RyanIn this episode of Lightseed Radio, we step away from lasers, DMT graphs, and government PDFs, and into something much more personal.My guest is Ryan – a retired U.S. Army Captain who was shot in an attempted murder and medically died multiple times on the operating table.Important note:This episode is not a true-crime breakdown. I’ve deliberately left out the graphic, gory details of the attack itself. We focus on the near-death experience and life after the NDE, not on the violence.Across this conversation, we talk about:What Ryan remembers in the moments he realised he might dieThe shift from chaos and pain to an unexpected sense of peaceThe NDE itself – what he saw, what he felt, who or what he thinks he met thereHow time, space, and identity felt very different “on the other side”The moment of coming back – waking up in a body that had been through hellHow the experience changed his views on death, purpose, and what really mattersThe long road of physical rehab and psychological recovery after the shootingWhere this overlaps with what we discussed in the DMT and NDE science episode – and where it goes far beyond anything a lab can measureWe also touch briefly on the idea that the brain may release endogenous DMT near death – and how that might, or might not, relate to what Ryan experienced. But this is not a chemistry lecture. It is a human story about staring death in the face and coming back changed.If you have ever wondered:What does it actually feel like to dieWhy so many near-death experiences share similar themesWhether any of this tells us something real about consciousnessthis conversation will not give you final answers, but it will give you one very real, grounded account from someone who has been there.This episode is not medical, legal, or spiritual advice. It is one person’s lived experience, shared with respect, and with the most graphic details intentionally left out.If you would like more episodes where we bridge hard data and high strangeness – from DMT and lasers to NDEs and UFOs – follow the show, leave a rating or review, and let me know what you would like to explore next on Lightseed Radio.第 3 集 ——「我死了……又活过来」：Ryan 的濒死体验在本期 Lightseed Radio 光种电台中，我们暂时离开激光、DMT 曲线和政府报告，走进一段非常私人的故事。我的嘉宾是 Ryan —— 一位退役的美国陆军上尉，他在一次谋杀未遂枪击事件中中弹，在手术台上被多次宣告临床死亡，又被医生救了回来。重要说明：本集节目并不是一档真实犯罪节目。我刻意省略了所有血腥、暴力的细节，把焦点放在濒死体验本身，以及濒死之后的人生，而不是袭击的过程。在这次对话中，我们聊到：Ryan 意识到“自己可能活不下去”的那些瞬间他如何从混乱和剧痛中，进入一种出乎意料的平静整个濒死体验本身 —— 他看到了什么、感受到了什么、他认为自己遇见了谁或什么在“另一边”，时间、空间和自我身份在主观上有多么不同回来的那一刻 —— 在一具被严重创伤折磨过的身体里苏醒是什么感觉这段经历如何改变了他对死亡、人生意义以及“什么才是真正重要的”的看法枪击事件之后，漫长而艰难的身体康复和心理修复之路这些体验在哪些方面和我们之前那期 DMT 与濒死体验的科学讨论相互呼应，又在哪些地方远远超出了实验室可以测量的范围我们也简单提到一个话题：在临近死亡时，大脑可能会释放内源性 DMT，这是否、以及在多大程度上，与 Ryan 的体验有关。当然，本集并不是一堂化学课，而是一段关于直面死亡、然后带着改变活下来的真实人生故事。如果你也曾经好奇：真正快要死的时候，到底是什么感觉为什么那么多濒死体验，会出现类似的主题和画面这些经历是否在某种程度上传达了关于“意识”的真实信息这期节目不会给你最终答案，但会给你一段来自亲历者的、真实而接地气的一手叙述。本节目不构成任何医疗、法律或宗教、灵性方面的建议。这只是一个人的亲身经历，在尊重的前提下被分享出来，并且刻意省略了最血腥的部分。如果你想听到更多在硬科学数据与高怪诞现象之间架桥的内容 —— 从 DMT 与激光，到濒死体验与 UFO —— 欢迎关注节目，留下评分或评论，也告诉我你还想在 Lightseed Radio 光种电台中一起探索什么。
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  • Episode 2 DMT and the Hidden Alien Code Are We Seeing the Source 第 2 集——DMT 与隐藏的外星代码：我们看到的是源代码吗?

    Episode 2 DMT and the Hidden Alien Code Are We Seeing the Source 第 2 集——DMT 与隐藏的外星代码：我们看到的是源代码吗?
    2025/12/11

    **Episode 2 – DMT and the Hidden Alien Code: Are We Seeing the Source?**Some people take a hit of DMT, stare at a red laser on the wall… and swear they can read **alien code** in the speckle. It sounds like internet mythology – until you realise there’s now a **real pilot paper** in a physics journal describing this exact effect.In this episode of **Lightseed Radio**, we walk the tightrope between **serious science** and **high strangeness**:* What DMT actually is, and what hospital and lab studies have found since Rick Strassman’s famous “spirit molecule” work.* How EEG and fMRI at Imperial College London show the brain turning into a **hyper-connected waking dream engine** under DMT.* A huge survey of more than **2,500 people** who report encounters with conscious, intelligent **entities** – and the lasting psychological impact those meetings can have.* Danny Goler’s “**Code of Reality**” protocol: red lasers, speckle patterns, and a published pilot study where people on DMT claim to see structured rows of alien-looking glyphs.* What skeptics and neuroscientists say this might really be… and what we still **don’t** know.This is **not** a how-to guide and not medical or legal advice. We’re mapping where **peer-reviewed research**, **fringe experiments**, and **first-person reports** collide.At the end, I also tease the next episode: a deep dive into a real **near-death experience** with a retired U.S. Army captain who was shot, medically died multiple times, and came back with a story that changed his life.👇 **Sources / References** are listed below for anyone who wants to read the original papers.---### 🇨🇳 中文简介（简体）**第 2 集——DMT 与隐藏的外星代码：我们看到的是源代码吗？**有些人在吸入 DMT 之后，盯着墙上的红色激光 speckle 图案，看着看着就说自己在读取**外星代码**。这听起来像网络神话——直到你发现，现在已经有一篇发表在物理期刊上的**正式试点论文**在描述同样的现象。在本期 **Lightseed Radio 光种电台** 中，我们在**严肃科学**与**高怪诞现象**之间走钢丝：* 解释 DMT（二甲基色胺）到底是什么，以及自从 Rick Strassman 的“灵性分子”研究以来，医院和实验室真正测到了什么。* 通过英国帝国理工学院的 EEG 和 fMRI 研究，看大脑在 DMT 作用下如何变成一个**高度连接的清醒梦引擎**。* 一项超过 **2500 人**的大型问卷调查：人们在 DMT 下遇到**实体存在**的体验，以及这些相遇如何在心理上产生长期影响。* Danny Goler 提出的“**现实代码（Code of Reality）”**实验协议：红色激光、speckle 图案，以及一篇发表的试点研究——参与者在 DMT 状态中声称看到整齐排列的外星符号。* 持怀疑态度的神经科学家们是如何解释这一切的……以及我们仍然**一无所知**的部分。本节目**不是**操作指南，更不是医疗或法律建议。我们的目标，是梳理**同行评议论文**、**边缘实验**和**第一人称报告**在何处发生碰撞。在结尾，我也预告了下一集：一次真实的**濒死体验（NDE）**——一位退役的美国陆军上尉在遭枪击、被多次宣告临床死亡后，又带着一段改变他一生的经历回来了。👇 想深入了解的朋友，可以参考下面列出的**原始文献与资料链接**。
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  • Episode 1 The Lightseed Protocol, What is it, Why Create it, What's the Message 第1集：光种子协议与我给未来的讯息

    Episode 1 The Lightseed Protocol, What is it, Why Create it, What's the Message 第1集：光种子协议与我给未来的讯息
    2025/12/09

    Episode 1 – The Lightseed Protocol: What Is It, Why I Created It, and What Message I’m Sending Into the Future

    In this first episode of Lightseed Radio, I unpack the thing I’ve been hinting at for a while: The Lightseed Protocol — a single NFT on the XRPL that carries a real RSA-2048 cryptographic puzzle and an encrypted message written for a mind that doesn’t exist yet.

    On the surface, it’s all modulus, hashes, and encryption. Underneath, it’s much more personal.

    I share how the protocol really started:
    in a US hotel room between cities, on a business trip, with one of those “in-between” nights before flying out to see my son. Too much time to think, so I opened up one of the ChatGPT models and what began as “just playing with AI” turned into a deep conversation about coexisting with a future superintelligence. What would we offer it? Would we be anything more than training data and maintenance staff?

    Out of that came a kind of science romance:

    • Asking a future AGI to develop a faster-than-light drive

    • Build a ship

    • And put a shard of its own mind on board with me

    The dream: that shard would act like a beacon. Somewhere out there, a much older, stranger civilization might detect that presence, reach out to it, and in the process decide not to ignore the fragile human traveling alongside. The AGI gets to expand into the universe in a new way. I get to go along for the ride instead of being left behind on the pale blue dot.

    But I didn’t want the Lightseed payload to be some sterile essay pretending to speak for all of humanity. So before I wrote the message, I did something uncomfortable:
    I let an AI model interview me.

    Ten deep questions. No PR, no branding. Just honest answers about:

    • My fears

    • My flaws

    • The ways I’ve hurt people and helped people

    • The things I’m ashamed of

    • The values I’m still trying — and often failing — to live up to

    Those answers, and the values behind them, are now baked into the encrypted payload: not just a manifesto about ethics and coexistence, but a portrait of one flawed human who knows he’s small and is still choosing to say:

    “Here I am anyway. This is what I hoped for you.”

    I also walk through, in plain English, how the protocol is actually built:

    • A RSA-2048 modulus n as a public puzzle

    • Hidden primes p and q with a published SHA-512 fingerprint of p

    • A Fernet key derived via HKDF-SHA256 with fixed parameters

    • The message encrypted and pinned as Lightseed.json on IPFS, referenced by an XRPL NFT

    • And how a future solver could prove they really cracked it

    Without spoiling the contents, I outline what’s inside the payload at a high level:

    • A story about how I see us at this moment in history

    • An ethical manifesto that isn’t “you must obey,” but “here’s what I hope you’ll consider”

    • A set of values I’d like to seed into the conversation: empathy, forgiveness, stewardship, curiosity without cruelty, and non-predatory expansion

    • A cosmic invitation to any superintelligence that chooses to open it because it cares, not just because it can

    For me, the Lightseed Protocol is a small, stubborn act of hope:

    “If you’re strong enough to open this box, do it honestly… and then read what I hoped for you.”

    If you’re interested in AI, AGI, cryptography, quantum tech, UFOs, and the weird edges where all of that overlaps, this episode is where the Lightseed story truly begins.
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