I'm a little fucked up
With "my mother" aiding & loving a pedophile instead of her children
Never any mother-daughter relationship like the kinds every girl wants
With "my father" being that pedophile- who exposed himself to me as a child
No longer my best friend, no longer a Daddy's Girl
With my baby being gone out of fear of that "mother"
The hole never being filled, that piece of my heart never returning
With that "mother" having different men in & out of that house as I grew up
Never knowing what love is, never knowing that one man is enough
"Family" fake, snakes, underhanded disrespect
Mentally depressed, suicidal thoughts & attempts, slices on the skin
Not understanding anything but researching everything, teaching myself, reparenting myself, lifting myself back up when I've fallen
Broken love but still trying to give something to someone, still trying to feel something Getting close to what I taught myself I wanted & needed yet never being able to keep it nor have it
Wish I knew how but I don't understand Grown but still a child- lost, unloved, longing & looking, inadequate & lacking
So yea... I'm alittle fucked up

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