I wanted to be okay, internally, with the fact that I thought differently — and that was really hard for me to do.
In this episode of the Soul Script Podcast, I share the story of how I learned to trust myself when thinking differently didn't feel safe.

This journey began while I was still connected to the church community I grew up in and struggling with the idea of internal authority — the idea that I could trust myself even when my beliefs didn't align with those around me.

Through symbolism, character embodiment, and a deeply meaningful moment in Cambodia, I learned that transformation isn't about becoming someone new — it's about realizing you no longer need permission to be who you already are.

This episode is for anyone who:

• Feels afraid to think differently

• Is stepping away from a belief system or community

• Is learning to trust their own inner authority

• Wants to embody confidence instead of just thinking about it

• Why thinking differently can feel unsafe

• Internal vs external authority

• Embodiment as a nervous-system practice

• Using symbolism and characters to access new ways of being

• Letting go of the need to be understood

• Choosing yourself without needing permission
  
  

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  00:00 Being afraid to think differently
  00:26 Why I didn't feel safe trusting myself
  01:30 Growing up with external authority
  03:18 Trying to be okay with being different
  03:57 Why embodiment works better than ideas
  05:03 Why Lara Croft mattered to me
  06:33 The character from Jungle Cruise that changed everything
  08:13 Creating an image to embody who I was becoming
  09:58 Using the image as a daily practice
  11:01 Being seen and feeling embarrassed
  12:51 Going to Cambodia & the Tomb Raider temple
  14:01 Taking the symbolic photo
  15:58 The moment I stopped needing to explain myself
  17:31 Choosing which part of myself I live from
  18:02 A question for you