In this episode, I’m opening up about something I’ve never really shared in full before — my relationship with God, how it got tangled up in fear and pressure, how it broke, and how I slowly found my way back to a version of Him that actually feels safe.

I didn’t grow up in church. I grew up in chaos.

Then suddenly, in high school, my parents “found God,” and everything shifted overnight.

I jumped headfirst into church because it felt like structure… but over time, the pressure, the expectations, and the way people used God’s name started to wear me down.

Eventually, I walked away — quietly — and spent years trying to figure out what I believed.

And here’s the part I never understood until now: stepping back wasn’t me failing. It was me protecting the tiny piece of faith I still had.

In this episode, I share how motherhood, therapy, honesty, and a lot of unlearning brought me back to a relationship with God that feels gentle, peaceful, and real — without fear, without performance, and without anyone speaking for Him.

This is not a sermon.

This is not me pushing anything on you.

This is a story about healing, rethinking faith, and discovering a God who loves you without conditions.

If your relationship with God is complicated… or you’ve been hurt by religion… or you don’t know where to start… this episode is a safe place to just listen, breathe, and be curious.

Everyone is welcome at my table. Always.