Luck Essay: In this episode, I read my essay “Luck.” It explores the human need for luck, the fragile space between effort and outcome, and the small rituals people use to face uncertainty. Through moments of waiting, parenting, and everyday life, the essay reflects on how we live with timing, chance, and the unknown.

In this episode I read my essay “Trauma Is Unfinished Survival.” It explores how trauma lives in the nervous system, why presence can become difficult after overwhelming experiences, and how the body gradually finds its way back through the quiet process of repair.

Religion Essay: A spoken essay from The Ghosts Movement that reflects on religion through lived experience, tracing how encounters with the Realm are shaped into stories, doctrines, and traditions over time. It follows the presence of the Pull through ordinary life and love, while holding open the horizon of what may exist beyond what we can fully understand.

Back Through the Door Essay: A spoken essay from The Ghosts Movement exploring memory as something we re-enter rather than retrieve. Moving through the return to a childhood room, it follows how presence emerges through sensation, space, and quiet recognition. It stays with both what returns and what remains silent within us.

Finding the Dot Essay: A spoken essay from The Ghosts Movement exploring the dot, the moment experience is first noticed. Before thoughts, emotions, or explanations, there is a simple awareness that something has happened. This piece brings that moment into focus through ordinary life, where noticing appears in conversation, work, and the small details of being human.

I wrote this essay entitled “When Clarity Thins the World.”

It started by asking a simple question: if clarity, maturity, and understanding arrive, why can reality and purpose begin to feel thinner rather than fuller. The essay stays with that question, exploring how passion, urgency, and meaning shift once insight settles and the need to become softens.