In this episode of Exploring Reality Maybe, we sit down with neuroscientist Rowshanak “Rak” Hashemiyoon — known by some as the “People’s Neuroscientist” and even the “Gandalf of the Mind” — for a fascinating conversation about consciousness, identity, stress, spirituality, and the hidden architecture of transformation.

Drawing from her work in computational neuroscience, deep brain stimulation, and large-scale brain dynamics, Roshanak explores the profound relationship between the brain, body, and our sense of self. She shares what happens when identity shifts after neurological interventions, why chronic stress physically reshapes the brain, and how the nervous system can trap us in a survival mode without us even realizing it.

Together, we dive into the fascinating overlap between neuroscience and spirituality — from meditation and ego dissolution to social synchronization, storytelling, and the measurable ways our brains literally influence one another in relationship. Rowshanak explains why human beings are far more interconnected than we think and why consciousness may not be as isolated as modern culture often assumes.

We also explore practical tools for transformation, including nervous system repatterning, the physiological sigh for stress regulation, and how updating our internal “operating system” may be just as important as updating our technology.

This is a rich and expansive conversation about science, healing, awe, the ego, and what it truly means to become more conscious human beings.

In this episode of Exploring Reality Maybe, we sit down with Mike Margolies, whose own path into psychedelics began with an ayahuasca experience that made him realize a different life was possible.

What followed was a major personal and professional transformation: leaving engineering, traveling through India and Southeast Asia, and eventually creating spaces where people could speak openly and honestly about psychedelics.

Mike shares why honest conversation is just as important as the molecules themselves, how culture and “set and setting” shape psychedelic experiences, and why the movement must confront ethical questions around power, safety, and access.

He makes a case for plurality rather than one-size-fits-all thinking, arguing that therapy, indigenous ceremony, and other forms of psychedelic engagement can all have value when they are held responsibly.

We also explore the surprising intersection of psychedelics and blockchain, the decentralized ethos behind the Global Psychedelic Society, and how that network has grown into hundreds of independent community groups around the world.

From biweekly Zoom gatherings to international retreats, Mike describes a movement built on connection, shared learning, and distributed leadership.

Finally, Mike reflects on ego, intuition, and the deeper question of how psychedelics may help us move toward a more liberated future.

He closes with a hopeful vision: a genuine post-prohibition world where people can relate to these medicines with more honesty, more care, and more freedom.

In this episode of Exploring Reality Maybe, we sit down with Aneil Mallavarapu, a mathematical biologist and systems scientist whose work spans Harvard, UCSF, and the biotech industry. From modeling complex biological systems to questioning the foundations of consciousness itself, Aneil brings a rare interdisciplinary perspective to one of science’s deepest mysteries, “What consciousness really is.”

We explore the famous “hard problem of consciousness,” why Aneil believes it may be framed incorrectly, and his provocative view that consciousness may be fundamental rather than something that simply emerges from matter. Drawing from physics, biology, and philosophy, he explains why understanding experience may require us to rethink some of our most basic scientific assumptions.

The conversation also dives into one of today’s most controversial questions: “Can artificial intelligence ever be conscious?” Aneil shares his bold argument that digital computers may never achieve consciousness, not because of technological limits, but because of fundamental constraints in physics. He also discusses quantum theories of consciousness, the role of the brain, and why the science of consciousness may need to become more predictive and mathematically rigorous.

Finally, we reflect on ego, identity, and what it means to be truly conscious. Aneil offers a fascinating perspective on how the mechanical processes of the brain may shape personality, while consciousness itself may play a deeper role in guiding awareness beyond automatic patterns.

This episode offers a wide-ranging conversation about the mind, reality, intelligence, and the possibility that consciousness may be the universe's most fundamental feature.

In this episode of Exploring Reality, Maybe, we sit down with Mark McGrath—Marine veteran, former asset management professional, and an unlikely guide to thriving in chaos. Mark’s work lives at the intersection of discipline and humility, how to stay effective in complex environments without getting trapped by certainty, labels, or outdated mental models.

Mark shares how a rebellious turn in high school led him into the Marine Corps, and how Jesuit education and military doctrine shaped the “cognitive operating system” he still uses today. We unpack John Boyd’s ideas—especially Destruction and Creation and the misunderstood OODA loop—and why Mark believes it’s not a “war of speed,” but a “war of orientation”, the ability to revise your relationship with reality again and again.

We also explore how contemplative traditions connect with Boyd’s framework, learning, unlearning, and rebuilding perception, along with Mark’s perspective on psychedelic therapy as a tool for reorientation and healing, particularly for veterans and trauma survivors. And for those not using psychedelics, he shares practical alternatives that support adaptability.

Finally, we go deep on ego, why Mark sees it as the enemy of coordination, love, and growth, and why the real discipline is learning to “kill it” daily so you can stay open, curious, and free.

A conversation about resilience, consciousness, and the rare courage it takes to admit that we might be totally wrong about what we think we know.

Experience deep expansion and pure consciousness—without plant medicine?

Join me in this beautiful guided meditation and discover what it feels like to be universal consciousness itself. In this session, you’ll be led to imagine your body as a limitless vessel of vibrant, living energy that dissolves boundaries and connects you with the entire universe.

Whether you’re at your desk or relaxing at home, this practice is designed to help you access expanded awareness and profound inner calm anytime, anywhere.

Tune in, close your eyes, and let me guide you into the exquisite joy of becoming pure, limitless consciousness.

Take a mindful break with this tranquil meditation and discover the practice of “Landing on Nothing.”

Perfect for any moment during your workday or at home, this meditation invites you to pause between two objects—finding stillness and pure presence in the space between.

Explore the simple yet profound power of being in the “in between,” where you let go of memory, history, and even your thoughts about what you see. Allow yourself to settle into the universal center and experience nowness with nothing to hold on to.

Give yourself a few peaceful minutes to rest, recalibrate, and reconnect with yourself.

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Are you struggling to let go of what you think should happen?

In this guided meditation, Jodi dives deep into the practice of surrender—exploring how to accept what’s real and true with compassion, both for yourself and others.

Discover how letting go can actually empower change, and find peace in the present moment.

Take a breath, join the journey, and see how surrendering to reality can transform your day.

Are you caught in the cycle of conflict, old stories, and future worries? In this gentle yet profound meditation, I will guide you through understanding how the ego thrives on conflict and how true peace arises from being fully present in the now.

This session includes calming guidance to help you nurture any discomfort or pain, allowing it to unwind as you offer yourself kind attention. It's not just about meditation, I also share insights on how to bring this practice into your daily life and activism, acting from clarity and kindness.

Take a few minutes for yourself, close your eyes, and explore what is truly real in each moment. Remember, all emotions are valid, observe them without needing to react. Join us in discovering the joy of presence.