Competitive gaming (esports) often celebrates focus, discipline, and resilience. But behind every match, there is also pressure — pressure to perform, to stay composed, and to keep going even when things fall apart.

I’m EChen, a former semi-pro In-Game Leader. In this episode, we explore the emotional side of competitive Apex Legends and ask what mental support can look like in an esports scene where many players are expected to handle pressure on their own.

The episode features BlackRoad, also known as 黑路, a Taiwanese pro player with high-level competitive experience and international LAN experience. Through his perspective, we look at the culture surrounding esports, the role of teammates and coaches, and the small ways a community can either add pressure or offer support.

Special thanks to BlackRoad for taking the time to join me for this interview during the regular season. Make sure to follow him on Twitch.

Even though the Split One regular season is over, keep an eye on BlackRoad and his team, HABNW.

Be part of the support, not part of the pressure.

EChen is a student at the Department of Radio and TV at National Chengchi University (NCCU).

“Speak Up” is a podcast program by College of Communication students at National Chengchi University in Taipei, Taiwan. Season 1 features student work from the class, “Podcasting: Audio Journalism & Branded Podcasts” in Spring 2026. Supervising teacher is adjunct associate professor Emily Y. Wu.

Music used in this episode: “Low Force” by Daniel Birch and “Find Out” by Kirk Osamayo from Free Music Archive.

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