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In this chapter, we step out of the spotlight and into the darker corners of the story-- the places where ambition meets fear, loyalty tangles with ego, and the pressure of being "Stevie" starts to press in from all sides. This episode dives into the quiet moments behind the music: the long drives, the backstage whispers, the heaviness that builds when cracks start showing in the dream you've been fighting to hold together.

Mekenzie traces the early warning signs-- the tension, the shifting dynamics, the unspoken competition-- and the deeper shadows from her personal life that crept into the band. It's a raw, atmospheric look at the cost of chasing a dream when the people around you aren't always rooting for the same version of it.

With shoegaze haze, emotional honesty, and the first threads of unraveling, Running In The Shadows marks the moment the story gets real.

A NOTE FOR LISTENERS: This episode discusses themes of domestic violence. If this brings up anything for you-- whether past, present, or something you're worried about-- you deserve safety and support.

If you or someone you love is experiencing domestic violence, you're not alone-- help is available.

National Domestic Violence Hotline- Call 1-800-799-SAFE (7233), text START to 88788, or visit www.thehotline.org for confidential support 24/7

Love Is Respect (for teens & young adults) 1-866-331-9474, text LOVEIS to 22522, or visit www.loveisrespect.org

RAINN- National Sexual Assault Hotline 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or visit www.rainn.org (chat available)

You can also visit www.wannatalkaboutit.com for more help and resources. They have a wonderful community of people who are here to support you.

If you're in immediate danger, please call 911

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