What happens when a woman raised in purity culture marries a man who lost count of his body count in his early 20s?

In this raw, hilarious, and uncomfortably honest episode, Siren sits down with her husband and producer, Socrates, to unpack his past—growing up around drugs, pimp parties, porn, and constant access to sex long before he had the emotional tools to handle it.

Beneath the wild stories—backseat hookups, nightclub “strategy sessions,” and group encounters—is a much deeper truth: early, chaotic sexual experiences don’t make you powerful, they make you numb. Socrates shares how faith, mentorship, and hard inner work helped him unlearn toxic scripts, respect his body (and others’), and finally build a relationship where honesty and consent matter more than notches on a bedpost.

This conversation is for the women trying to understand men, the men trying to grow the hell up, and the couples brave enough to talk about their past without letting shame run the show. It’s messy, funny, and surprisingly healing.

If this episode hits you in the gut—or between the legs—don’t keep it to yourself. 👉 Hit subscribe for more sultry, honest, shame-killing conversations. 💬 Drop a comment with the part that challenged you most. 📤 Share this with someone who needs to rethink what “sexual freedom” really is.

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