EXPLICIT CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains explicit language and detailed discussions of alcoholism, legal issues, violence, and assault. Listener discretion is strongly advised.
In 2004, Matt Bush embodied the dream every small market kid grows up clinging to: the local phenom who makes it all the way. A hometown San Diego superstar at Mission Bay High School, he became the #1 overall pick of the Padres—an unprecedented triumph for the city and a point of pride for those who watched him grow up. Host Callan McClurg wasn’t just one of those kids—he was the bat boy for Bush's high school teams, catching handfuls of sunflower seeds, inside jokes, and glimpses of a young man destined for greatness. That proximity gives this episode a perspective no documentary or article ever could.
In Lost in the Big Leagues, Callan pulls back the curtain on the unraveling of a generational talent—an unfiltered, painful descent that began almost immediately. With little structure, almost no guidance, and an environment that enabled rather than protected him, Bush tumbled headfirst into alcohol-fueled chaos. Callan recounts the early warning signs few took seriously, including the infamous nightclub fight where Bush bit a bouncer, and the shocking assault on a group of high school lacrosse players, punctuated by the now-infamous scream: “I’m Matt F--king Bush!”
These were not isolated incidents—they were markers of a downward spiral everyone saw happening, but no one stopped.
But this isn’t just a story of destruction. The second act plays out in the most unlikely of places: a Golden Corral parking lot in Texas, where Bush—on work release—threw a bullpen session that would change the trajectory of his life. The Texas Rangers took a chance, and remarkably, Bush rewarded them. He made it back to the big leagues. He stabilized. He contributed. He won a World Series ring in 2023. And in one of the most emotional moments of the series, Callan shares the private, wordless encounter Bush had with his family—a silent, powerful apology for years of chaos, heartbreak, and disappointment.
Yet for all the progress, the demons never fully disappeared. And the episode closes with the hard truth no one wanted to face; talent can carry a man far, but addiction has the power to drag him even farther back. Another relapse. Another headline. Another reminder that sometimes the most dangerous opponent isn’t on the mound—it’s within.
This is an intimate, raw, and complex portrait of a prodigy lost, found, and lost again. It’s about the cost of fame, the failures of the systems meant to protect young athletes, and the emotional wreckage left behind for the families, teammates, and communities who loved them.
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