Yes I have my three brothers, My dad’s side of the family and my husband’s family, but nothing will ever feel the same. The feeling of aloneness runs deep. No longer having a relationship with my brother, sister and mother . What choice would I have left? Being treated like the family bank, the black sheep or the one who gets the blame for everything. I had no other choice but to leave. No one will never know truth because I will always be painted in a bad light to save their reputation. I was always good at disappearing because no one would never find me. You always have been and will be on your own. No one will ever understand why you are so independent and why you don’t ask for help.

I am kind but I am not stupid. I focused on my life and goals.

The haters who are trash will always take themselves out. They will never take accountability.

I am allowed to share my story. This part of story. I don’t care how uncomfortable this makes you, maybe you should of though of

consequences of what you did. Now this is part of my story, I share

everything. I don’t leave nothing out. Maybe there were certain things I shouldn’t have said because it wasn’t appropriate, but you chose to break my confidentiality. I do take accountability for my mistakes, but I will never take accountability for the pain that you caused . So oh well, while I have been healing, I won’t let no one go

through what I went through. To

be a doctor or manager, and you break someone’s confidentiality. You run your mouth, that’s something that can’t be forgotten. Healing is knowing some people will never be an adult and take accountability. That’s fine, but least I’m not living with guilt.

You will never find me again, and don’t pretend when time passes that I forgot or it’s water under the bridge. You only showed back up, thinking I forgot or I would let what you did slide, no I let you think that. You played checkers while I was playing chess. I was healing, not lashing out because I was angry or hurt. I waited to be healed to stand up and share the truth. I don’t care how bad it makes you look. You built your life on hurting others. If you can’t throw and get back what you threw in return, then don’t. Running your mouth thinking you had the upper hand, all it did was make you look stupid. I never once treated you unfairly, I treated you with respect, but you won’t share that side of the story because everyone will question your story. I could have done more, but did I, no. You still have job because I didn’t go any further. You should be thankful but you think you escaped

the consequences. I let God handle this situation, and I waited for right time to share the truth. I will never let this down. You broke my confidentiality and shared it to the whole store. There was no closure or apology, you avoid me because you are guilty. I am the greatest thing you lost, because I actually cared.