August 5th–October 29th, 2025. As Carmella reflects on the spell of motherhood, the many forms of veiling that shape human life and the dissolving of roles that no longer serve, this final episode gathers the deepest learning of the experiment into one wide view. With a high-point revelation above Burgh Island, affirming echoes from 'The Future Human' and moving last letters between mother and daughter, the series comes to rest in legacy, sovereignty and the certainty that the dialogue is not over.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

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Acknowledgements, Quotations and References ~

Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

The Spell of the Mother: Michael Meade, 'Men and the Water of Life', Harper San Francisco, 1993.

'The Future Human': Lee Harris and Regina Meredith, New World Library, 2025. Quotes pages 172, 182, 183.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.