April 27th–May 3rd. Mhaletta’s ashes are scattered on the Clent Hills and into bluebell woods in a send-off filled with light, signs and unmistakable presence. Carmella moves from journal-burning and reading the manuscript with her sister to crafting order in her home with monotropic focus, in an exploration of release, integration and what it means to let a life keep singing through place, objects and those left behind.

NB: Listen in order ~ Introduction, then 1-26. This is a ‘podbook’, not a podcast.

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Music: Benjamin Inbar from ‘Blue Window’, written in memory of my son, Benjaya. Thank you.

Podbook Description ~

Quantum Living and Permeable Veils is a spoken memoir and podbook series by Carmella B’Hahn. Shortly after her mother’s death, Carmella receives surprising, channelled messages from her, turning her daily life into an intimate, extraordinary lived experiment. A twofold task emerges: to discover the meaning of ‘quantum living’ and to identify and explore the ‘veils’ that keep us from living this way. Blending personal narrative, lived story and consciousness enquiry, the series includes explorations of telepathy across the veil, life as a mirror, neurodivergence, synchronicity, and grief. It will resonate with open-minded listeners who are comfortable sitting with mystery.