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  • Deliverance from darkness, Abraham and Isaac, the nature of evil with Lucifer & Ahriman, & a reading for the times we are in!

    Deliverance from darkness, Abraham and Isaac, the nature of evil with Lucifer & Ahriman, & a reading for the times we are in!
    2026/03/22
    Hello friends!Thank you for your immense patience as we’ve had Substack on pause since SEPTEMBER. After several excruciating hospital stays with both of my daughters we were finally able to come home and have been recovering from the experience and attending to many health appointments and some major life changes since that time! I have had so much coming through that I’m bursting with messages for you all. I want to say a HUGE thank you to you all for sticking with me on this long break, I am so happy to be back!* Inside this month’s audio message I also have a complimentary mini-reading offering as an extra thank you for paid subscribers - reach out to book.Here’s what you can expect in the next installment:In a few days I will put out our future predictions & global reading for these dark times!In our installment after that we’re going to do a three choice reading on the blessings you can expect in your life (after what is going on in the world, we all need to know what positive fruits spirit is cultivating in our lives.)In the audio recording for this month, here’s what it holds:* the past couple of months and the miraculous occurrence we had in the hospital* Abraham & Issac: self preservation vs. surrender* Lucifer and Ahriman: two names of evil and their relation to Christ and humanity as written about by Rudolph Steiner (which I believe will blow your mind and increase your discernment)* A reading specifically for these times we are currently inThe illustration directly below is talked about in the audio when we dive into the two polarities of evil. The work of Steiner in this area beautifully encapsulates the subtleties of darkness and how it creeps up in different masks, often undetected until its late stages of advancement. Understanding these nuances will expand your discernment in incredible ways and save you and your loved ones pain and heartache in the future.What this depiction illustrates is how evil doesn’t appear as a monster at first, but as physical matter absent of spirit (Ahriman) or through spirit, absent of reality (Lucifer). Lucifer aims to release us from the physical realm to become gods, and Ahriman wishes to bind us to physical matter while divorcing ourselves from spirit. These two “devils” are polarities that we as humans must balance in order to avoid destruction and advance toward the greater good of the collective. (We dive into this more in the audio!)Some quick Luciferic keynotes would be: the 1960’s drug fueled hippie movement, spiritual bypassing, limerence, extramarital affairs, escapism, cults, psychosis, arrogance in religion or spirituality, empty euphoria. Think labeling fantasy as faith.Some quick Ahrimanic keynotes would be: Transhumanism, synthetic foods or medicine, density, death, a grey city without nature, lifelessness, atheism, materialism, data or science without higher truth, machinery, robots, drudgery, bland corporate America, technology, AI.Steiner calls the midway and higher point between Lucifer and Ahriman the Christ impulse. This impulse is one that brings life force energy into lifeless matter. It’s the balance between Lucifer and Ahriman. With the Christ impulse we’re bringing God into the physical realm. The Christ path is one that acknowledges the divine within us, while also acknowledging that we are in 3D human matter. With this impulse we imbue the divine into more Ahrimanic fields; insurance, law, medicine, corporate America, and we bring truth, evidence, groundedness, and shadow work to more Luciferic fields; spirituality, channeling, the arts, etc.The Christ impulse is one of truth, love and absolute discernment. It is a path that says, “I will not ascend until everyone ascends.” It is an acknowledgement that you are not free, until we are all free. There is a humbleness and self sacrificing nature that is in absolute service to all of our brothers and sister’s in humanity. This is intuition with groundedness, and faith with evidence.My partner says the Christ path reminds him of the Bodhisattva Vow.“A bodhisattva is a person who lives in the spirit of Buddhism’s bodhisattva vow, committing to put others before oneself, to give up one’s own well-being — even one’s own enlightenment — for the sake of others. In taking the bodhisattva vow, we are acknowledging that we are not going to be instigators of further chaos and misery in the world, but we are going to be liberators, bodhisattvas, inspired to work on ourselves as well as with other people.” - Dean Hochman via Lion’s RoarAnd lastly, we have Sorat. I will be brief as it’s a lot of information to absorb for now, and I find it too disturbing to spend time on. On the graph above the Sorat opposes the Christ impulse directly and is far below even the lines of Lucifer and Ahriman.Some quick keynotes on Sorat: unnatural, depraved, cruelty, anti-humanity, anti-truth, anti-goodness, anti-love, anti-righteousness. It’s the opposite of the ...
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  • Do Not Fear: storms, simple and steadfast rules of discernment, sacrificial lambs, Christ, and a message of hope

    Do Not Fear: storms, simple and steadfast rules of discernment, sacrificial lambs, Christ, and a message of hope
    2025/08/19
    * Channeled messages: 555, 222 The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Exodus 14:14All new beginnings start with a fight, a push, or a breaking free. Afterwards, it can feel like a journey in the desert or sailing into open waters, the true unknown. Have faith that the guidance that brought you this far isn’t going to leave you alone, or let you starve to death. You will be cared and provided for. This journey holds everything you need to learn and discern along your way. You will have your day in the sun again. Don’t allow negativity or excessive mental chatter to take hold. You will make it all the way. Release control and allow the current to take you. Wherever you are being called in this life, find the star just above that destination. Keep your eyes on that point and continue forward, your body and the flow of the universal current will carry you there. Centuries ago, captains who were explorers had to chart the stars and their courses to navigate invisible roads to shores they had only heard rumor of. If they were but one degree off they could end up in Cuba instead of Florida. They had to trust the star they had their eyes set on. Align with your star, have patience, and you will catch the breeze, catch a wave. Be determined and don’t give up. Sometimes when we’re chartering our ship, we have a plan to arrive on dry land after a certain allotted time, give or take a week for strong currents or lack of wind. We can’t always plan ahead for the storms we’ll encounter, or the extra time we’ll anchor in a bay to wait out inclement weather. The message coming through is “allow, allow, allow” (as it has been the last few months!) There is also the resolute promise that you will reach your destination, and the more you release control, fix your gaze to the sky, and dance with the elements, you will arrive at your target in the right timing, and the sun will be out. “The liar was the hottest to defend his veracity, the coward his courage, the ill-bred his gentlemanliness, and the cad his honor.”― Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind On the importance of seeing through the facade: In this recording we talk about the ability to read the energy of a situation, environment, person, spirit, etc. When the popular phrase “energy does not lie” is used often what is not realized is the absoluteness of the statement or even the expanse of application. When the Bible talks about discerning spirits being a supernatural gift, it is an asset no one can afford not to have, especially in today’s world of constant messaging, propaganda, and imagery. Many of us have had the unfortunate experience to be in relationship with someone who has such deep shame, that they manipulate circumstances in order to appear a certain way on the surface that is in direct polarity to their inner world. We see this many times with those who are couching narcissism, but are the head of every charity or church event, PTA board, or are well known for fostering senior dogs. These may be overt examples, but they help to illustrate the weakness behind the adage “actions speak louder than words.” In the words of Dr. John Delany, “behavior is a language,” and while absolutely true (and a form of discernment), it imperative to have a foundation in sensing the energy behind a person, place, or thing if you want to avoid illusion or deceit altogether. The good news is, it’s so simple! Imagine that you are in a state of prayer or meditation, and you begin feeling into the energy of a vision, message, or being. It really is as straightforward as sensing and asking, “is the energy peaceful, neutral, or full of love” or “is it critical, anxious, or giving me a sense of hopelessness?” Is it making me feel belonging and safety or is it making me feel weighed down and stressed out?This is how you will know what to keep, and what to discard. It can start off with being less complicated in the unseen realm than when we devolve into matter. Sometimes when we apply this method to people, media, and environments we have to deal with our mind’s internalized judgments, familiarity, or triggers that will try and convince us that we cannot trust ourselves. One of the best ways to move through this energy is to notice what our pre-conceived assumptions and opinions are. Many times spirit will give us information that conflicts with precisely those staunch “beliefs” we don’t realize we are leaning on. When this occurs it is reason to rejoice at being “wrong,” as it’s a direct sign that you are receiving information that is outside of your sphere of belief or knowledge. After that, it is important to detail the information received as “data” and watch how the symbolism, words, and pictures evolve into messages. Even if the messages support your inner knowing, you will want to record it in order to aid you in the future as the writing or symbolism unfolds. This will bring you evidence ...
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  • Peace in the Midst of Chaos, the Wormhole to the Promised Land

    Peace in the Midst of Chaos, the Wormhole to the Promised Land
    2025/04/09
    A couple mornings ago a friend and I were out for a stroll in the country, trying to get out of the house and soak up some nature for an hour on wet and foggy day. During our time we mainly talked about our families and the transformations we had gone through in the past few years. Towards the end of our jaunt, this friend (who has an affinity for all things alive and green), casually said, “I feel the trees are trying to warn us about something coming, fast. It feels like we need to be aware.” The message felt a bit arcane and out of the blue in contrast to the more commonplace conversation we had been having a moment before, a bit ominous too. A minute later, we were walking around a patch of woods, when a bright yellow Volkswagen Beetle came blasting around the corner driving on the wrong side of the road. We swiftly side stepped into a foraged corn field to avoid the vehicle. The driver and his wife waved their hands smiling apologetically, as they over corrected their speed and changed lanes. They were senior citizens, who I couldn’t help but notice looked incredibly cheery, the woman in oversized emerald green glasses and the man in an apple red cardigan. It almost felt comical seeing their friendly faces, vibrant colors, and sunny car come plowing of the spooky mist and almost hit us, especially after my friend’s warning. The symbolism and messages here from spirit to us is this: expect the unexpected, what we are currently fearing may be a barking dog without teeth, the emperor has no clothes, remaining peaceful within ourselves will allow us to be in the present moment in order to side step quickly when needed. While on a worldwide scale, there are certainly many cruel and devastating events occurring, the above illustration felt like a message that what we may be worried over in our own individual lives, is harmless and reckless at the same time. As long as we can maintain an inner peace and keep our wits about us, we will move through this time with more efficiency and calm. As a child my favorite author was Madeleine L’engle, I’ve been collecting her vintage hardbacks since college. I was elated when my kids were finally old enough to read them, and at bedtime we’re currently working our way through A Swiftly Tilting Planet, one of the followups to A Wrinkle in Time. Though written in 1978, the story is eerily similar to what is going on in our world today. This quote was meant for us, and I pulled it from the book the other night, as an aha moment, it so perfectly incapsulates this reading: “You know, my dears, the world has been abnormal for so long that we’ve forgotten what it’s like to live in a peaceful and reasonable climate. If there is to be any peace and reason, we have to create it in our own hearts and homes…especially at a time like this. We don’t know what the next twenty-four hours are going to bring, and if it is what we fear, then the peace and quiet within us will come to our aid.” - A Swiftly Tilting Planet, by, Madeleine L’engle. We are currently undergoing a massive transformation, that requires us to truly transmute the pain of the past and move into a completely new (true) identity. There is no other way forward, the only way out is through. Spirit has guided me to do an intuitive meditation on the Akashic Records for our next post. My most requested Akashic Records reading you will do for yourself, with some added shadow work within it. During this intuitive meditation you will receive the truth about who you really are. With that information you will re-write the past with that true identity as the focal point. In this way, we will then receive clarity and power for our future, the destined path. I hope you will participate in this perspective driven evolution with me, coming next! Our cards & symbols for the extended reading are below: Signs & symbols:Sun: We are called to be the light. Lean into your inner light (inner Holy Spirit) and magnify that out into the world. Do not dim your light any longerSnake: You are in the process of transformation, you are not at the destination yet. Have grace with where you are right now, and do not sink into despair, you are being led out of the desert, to your own promised landMedieval Goblet or Tea Cup: You’ve already accepted your cup. Release control and know that the dreams of your heart are yours Christmas trees: A sign of hope and benevolence in the darkness - all will be alrightGold coin: Your needs will be provided for, you are supported along this journeyRainbow: A new, brighter beginning is comingDragon: Obstacles are being removed The cards on the left represent our past, and the cards on the right represent the present and future. Message: You have a lack of trust for a reason. In the past your trust was betrayed and taken for granted over and over again. Those fears of being used and deceived, may be haunting you right now, glimpses of old situations in dreams, memories, or situations...
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  • What you must know during this TRANSITION - a channeled message

    What you must know during this TRANSITION - a channeled message
    2025/02/26
    We’re in a major time of transition as a collective and as individuals, and spirit has called me to provide an in-depth channeled message for us all. If you feel as though the energy has been particularly heavy lately, let this audio reading guide and illuminate you. There’s also a meaty extended reading below as well as card images from the audio.The signs and symbols that came out for this reading are:Christmas trees: a sign of hope and benevolence - all will be alrightGold coin: Your needs will be provided for, you are supported along this journeyRainbow: A new, brighter beginning is comingDragon: Obstacles are being removed Spirit is having me link this reading I did on “accepting your cup in the presence of enemies.” They’re saying it’s a necessary re-read in this present moment if you feel called. Extended reading below: As we move through this journey, spirit has promised there will be metaphorical Christmas Trees to light our way. During the darkest time of the year, we still have Christmas, a time that is meant to be filled with generosity and hope for mankind. My eldest daughter was in our town’s Christmas play this year, and the cast put on the show “A Christmas Carol.” Though I have seen many film adaptations of the Charles Dickens’ novella over the years, this holiday was the first time I realized the entire plot is about a spiritual awakening. A man’s life is wildly transformed for the better after being visited by four spirits and seeing his own future. What is spirit telling me with this realization that has to do with our channeled message? They’re saying, “anything can happen at any time, even to the darkest of people. Miracles do happen. Do not give up hope! All is not lost ever. Expect miracles on your journey along the way.” During the audio reading, spirit brought through the children’s book titled, Mufaro’s Daughters. When the channeling was over, another prophetic message came through to me that I wanted to share below. We briefly talk about how each daughter’s journey to the kingdom in the hopes of becoming Queen reflect the choice-points we face on the road to our own destiny. One aspect of the book stood out to me that I did not mention, and that spirit wanted to bring through in a clear message here. In the story, there are two sisters. Manyara is self-preserving, power hungry, jealous, reactive, and narcissistic. Nyasha, is non-manipulative, pure at heart, kind, slow to anger, curious, and growth oriented. In the book, it states that the father loves both daughters but is oblivious to how Manyara is emotionally abusive to Nyasha. He is not able to see Manyara’s true colors due to her performative behavior when her father is around. According to the author, Nyasha never tells her father how her sister treats her, in the hopes of not “hurting” her father. This small detail reflects immensely on who the father is and how the sisters were raised. In many narcissistic relationships there are other people involved who are seen as “the good person.” The “good person” is frequently non-confrontational and is often perceived as being peaceful because they refuse to pick a side. They allow the abuse to persist by not taking action or refusing to see the truth. This trait is rightly branded “willful ignorance” and though passive, can be as insidious as the aggressor. Perhaps the father was very busy, or simply lacked the discernment and sophistication to see through Manyara’s deception. Or maybe Nyasha knew communicating the truth to her father would turn her into a scapegoat. She would not be believed, and speaking up would be viewed as disruptive to the family dynamic. The father may prefer to live in a false reality, where both daughters are capable and happy, and he is admired as a wise and successful patriarch. Spirit brought through this alternate footnote for a purpose. In the book, the sister’s embark on a hero’s journey toward their destinies. Along the way they are confronted with different people that appear as choices or obstacles in order to illuminate truth and allow their destinies to take shape. At the end of the book, the daughters find out that the king could shape shift into different people and creatures, and was observing the girls the entire time. The true king could see to the root of each girl’s soul, and rewarded Nyasha with the keys to the kingdom. Manyara on the other hand, became her sister’s servant. Spirit wants you to know that you are seen and will be repaid for your good works. Throughout our reading, spirit kept bringing up the message of “you have more support than you know” and that you have “quiet supporters or friends” waiting in the wings. Spirit is also saying, that like the king in this story, they see all you have been through, they are with you along this hero’s journey, and your good karmic bank account is full, rest assured, justice will prevail! Spirit has come ...
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  • An Intuitive Meditation that gives you the answers you need (Plus a mini-reading!)

    An Intuitive Meditation that gives you the answers you need (Plus a mini-reading!)
    2025/01/23

    During my darkest days last year, I had one stalwart. For the last seven years I have been keeping an on-going document of all of my personal channeling; prophecies, predictions, words from spirit & my guides. Watching how their whispers and promises fell into place has developed my faith in a way that I cannot put into words. I have seen myself years into the future receiving what I have now, I have witnessed miracles several times over, and have come to depend on spirit as a trusted anchor when there was no one else, and hope seemed foolish. When spirit tells me something will come to pass, no matter how illogical it may seem from my current view point, I would be remiss not to trust it. However, occasionally I still fall into anxiety and self doubt. The good news here for us all is, spirit is not one of judgment or dogma, but one of grace, and will always stand with you wherever you are in your emotional process, and STILL bring about what is promised, whether you doubt or not.

    I created this intuitive meditation as a way to dip your toe in, and begin to receive the information you need. Create your own document or journal and write down what you see, hear, feel, know, and sense. The key here is to suspend judgment and have the patience to allow what you receive to unfold - whether in life (as a prophecy) or in pausing the mind’s reactive stories in order for spirit to show you the proper interpretation. Doubt is allowed always, but as you begin to experiment and test with your intuition, the doubt will be replaced with faith and the recognition that you have always had the answers the whole time.

    It came to my attention that knowing how to access your spirit guide(s) was an absolute for beginning to trust the trajectory of one’s life in historic times of great change. This meditation will walk you through your higher self’s inner sanctuary, introduce you to your spirit guides, give you glimpses into who you are, and why you’re here on Earth. There is also a mini pick-an-object reading by me at the very end. Always try to do psychic meditations like this when you are in an emotionally neutral space, always relax your mind, and allow observation to rule rather than judgment. Lastly, be patient as your answers unfold. This meditation is also available below on YouTube, or on Spotify if that makes participating easier.

    If you feel called and it’s not too private, I’d love to know what you received during this meditation! Also, feel free to let me know what changes you’d like to see me make in the future to make the meditation experience even better for you.

    With love,

    SZ



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  • Do Not Fear - Everything is in Preparation, a channeled message for us all

    Do Not Fear - Everything is in Preparation, a channeled message for us all
    2025/01/16

    2025, what a year….and we’re only 16 days in. I was planning to do a large scale annual reading, as I’ve been trepidatiously eye-balling the astrology of this year since around 2021, but unsurprisingly, spirit had a different agenda. When I feel a message try to push it’s way from the spirit world earthside, I begin to sense the air around me shift, it often feels like fluttering of wings around my face, and fills me with anticipation mixed with an urgency to find an uninterruptible space where I can discover what imprint of wisdom is on its way.

    Once I received the message and recorded it, I waited a week. I tried to re-record it, but nothing came. I almost didn’t put it out. There was something about the “reunion of souls” prophecy (that I also received in December of 2020 during a client reading, later to forget all about it), and the foretelling coming again this month that made me slightly hesitant. As I pondered whether or not I should post the reading, I randomly picked up my phone. All of a sudden a video of an elder shaman (who I don’t follow and had never seen before) who studied with Don Miguel Ruiz (of The Four Agreements) popped up on my phone, speaking about an ancient South American prophecy of ancient souls coming back to Earth at this time. I was in shock that this news was already known perhaps hundreds of thousands of years ago, and that this was the same message I keep receiving. It was confirmed, and the time in history was now. That was my sign.

    I’ve found this sense of doubt recently creeping in at unlikely moments. Yesterday I was teaching meditation through the lens of trusting oneself to my daughter’s 6th grade class, when I internally decided that what I was teaching was not helpful or translating to this age group. I continued my mini lecture and spoken meditation until completion, already set on defeat. I was anticipating my daughter meeting me in the hall afterwards, acknowledging it was a flop, but a good try. To my surprise, when I had finished, I was met with girls crying from their experience, asking if they could go back into the meditation, gleeful sharing, and asking me to please come back. The session was concluded by the girl in the class my daughter thinks of as “cold” initiating a group hug. I even received a text from a parent afterward thanking me for taking the time to work with them.

    Lately, I’ve been peppered with clients who are also experiencing self doubt, coming up in places and situations where they should feel confident or at least comfortable. I asked spirit where this self-doubt is coming from, and why it’s here. Their answer: “self doubt is coming through because you and others are on the precipice of big changes. You are being tested, and about to push through to something more. This will happen in any area of life when you are on the brink of transformation. The answer? Sink your teeth into the doubt and press forward anyway. Do not give an inch. Be resolute in your desires. You will have confidence the moment you lean into faith and action.” I suppose this makes sense with the amount of times I hear spirit saying “have faith and trust, trust, trust” in each reading. I suppose that’s what we desperately need, especially this year!

    I have a new spirit guide who started coming through to me last year. I didn’t understand the full picture of why he was here until he visited again this month. A few days ago he began sending me words in a language I don’t speak. I had to use Google Translate to interpret. After translating, I was so moved I began to cry. The words he spoke to me are the fruit and harvest of a prophecy I received in 2021 in Colorado, and needed the answers from in this present moment. This wild story is for another day, but the reason I bring it up here is that spirit has been asking me to create a deep meditation - personal reading on what guide is working with you this year and what gifts and knowledge they are bringing you that will help sustain you right now. They are saying it is so necessary as we move through these big changes in the world, and will be the medicine and truth you need as you develop trust and faith in yourself, your guides, and the universal plan. That is coming up next - stay tuned and lean into your self doubt all you want but never give up the faith!



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  • Our blessings coming in 2025 - 3 channeled messages

    Our blessings coming in 2025 - 3 channeled messages
    2024/12/13
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    A group of three channeled messages for Christmas.

    Happy holidays my friends! I have some in-depth readings coming on 2025 and what to expect on a larger scale, but I felt urged to sink into what blessings we have coming our way (because it feels like we have many to reap). Many of us have been through tremendous transformations in the last few year…
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  • What You Need to Know Right Now - Three Channeled Messages

    What You Need to Know Right Now - Three Channeled Messages
    2024/11/26
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    Have you noticed the amount of fated events, lucid dreams, synchronicities and signs that are occurring lately within the collective? There have been many in the past few weeks in my own life, for my children, and in the lives of my friends and clients. Last night my locked back door opened spontaneously to the outside garden and I awoke to a freez…
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