John reflects on the spiritual side of living with disability, likening it to tapping into a hidden artesian well that brings life and strength. He weaves together research on the benefits of spirituality, his own story of grief after the loss of his son, and the hope he finds in the teachings of Jesus. This episode points to a God who enters into human suffering and offers rest, resilience, and renewed perspective for the journey.

John tells the pivotal story of a clinic visit and a blunt, compassionate exchange that exposed his embarrassment about losing sight and pushed him toward acceptance — including the humbling but clarifying “confrontational” vision test and the suggestion to train with a white cane. He explains how naming feelings early, sharing them with trusted people (and caring for partners/caregivers), and embracing grief as a refining process helped him stop lashing out and begin healthier, braver steps forward.

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John challenges the myth of positivity in the face of suffering and the danger of avoiding grief. He explores how unacknowledged pain can fester—and how facing grief head-on can lead to real healing. The episode prepares listeners for an even deeper look at loss and refinement in the next installment.

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In this episode, John unpacks the resistance many of us feel to asking for help—even when we need it most. He shares candid stories of pride, frustration, and a pivotal moment when his wife challenged him to take ownership of his condition. It’s a call to humility and a celebration of how community, training, and resources can empower us when we finally ask.

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John dives into the emotional aftermath of receiving a diagnosis of progressive blindness. He reflects on the pull toward isolation and how critical it is to build community and share vulnerably. Through a powerful story of emotional breakdown and breakthrough, he reveals how connection with others offers strength during deep personal loss.

John introduces Blind and Refined, recounting the life-altering moment he was diagnosed with vision loss. He sets the stage for a journey of struggle, spiritual wrestling and personal growth.