What happens when early trauma, adoption, religion, and abusive relationships collide with a spiritual awakening that cannot be ignored?

In this deeply human and unfiltered Part 1 conversation, Trina shares her life story — not as a spiritual teacher, but as someone who lived through profound loss, shame, and identity confusion, and slowly awakened from the inside out.

We talk about growing up adopted and feeling “different,” the painful decision to give a child up for adoption, and the long road toward forgiveness and reconnection with her birth mother. Trina opens up about religious conditioning, the dark night of the soul, and how chasing external success and approval led her further away from herself.

As the conversation unfolds, we explore her kundalini awakening — not as an abstract spiritual concept, but as a lived, embodied experience. She describes physical symptoms, intuitive abilities opening naturally, and learning to listen to the body as a source of truth.

This episode is not about perfection, enlightenment, or having answers.

It’s about remembering who you are, redefining abundance as peace, and learning to love yourself after years of survival.

This episode is for you if you:

Feel there is more to life than what you were taught

Have experienced adoption, trauma, or deep identity shifts

Are going through a spiritual awakening or dark night of the soul

Are redefining success, faith, and what abundance truly means

Part 1 lays the foundation — the story, the wounds, and the awakening.

Part 2 continues deeper into integration, embodiment, and living from truth.

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Chapters

00:00 Welcome & The Intention Behind This Conversation

05:52 Growing Up Adopted & Feeling Different

11:44 Giving a Child Up for Adoption

21:42 Trauma, Shame & Survival Patterns

39:06 Religion, Faith & Spiritual Conditioning

52:40 Losing Faith & The Dark Night of the Soul

01:05:20 Abuse, Identity Loss & Chasing External Success

01:17:30 Kundalini Awakening & Physical Spiritual Symptoms

01:42:10 Spiritual Gifts, Intuition & Embodied Awakening

01:55:30 Redefining Abundance, Purpose & Self-Love