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A woman runs out of a church and invites two people walking by to come inside. That small act becomes the hinge of an entire life: from tents in the mountains and meth-fueled nights to a steady rhythm of Sunday school, midweek worship, and a kitchen where service replaces shame. We sit with Rebecca as she unspools the real work of recovery—how relapse can feel empty once grace interrupts, why the fog of past use lingers, and what it takes to defend your nights with the same fierceness you bring to your days.

We trace her first encounters with faith—neighbors who hunted down her address to drive her to church, a baptism on Palm Sunday, and a principal who stepped in before Adderall addiction took everything. She speaks plainly about trauma, cutting, and the decision to keep scars visible as testimony rather than hide them. When meth finally arrived, the slide was swift. The climb back wasn’t instant, but it stuck when worship, prayer, and routine gave her mind new grooves. Quitting vaping after a 24-hour prayer vigil and laying down marijuana on January 1 weren’t just willpower—they were steps inside a larger story of obedience and community.

Today, Rebecca moves from the porch at Christ’s Hands to the kitchen line, serving meals to people whose shoes she once wore. She sings at the Wholly Clean Up Friday outreach—a room for folks who don’t feel safe in traditional pews—where testimonies break isolation and hot food meets honest prayer. Along the way, we talk spiritual warfare in dreams, holding Scripture to your chest when fear crowds the room, and why strict routines are mercy, not punishment, for anxious brains in recovery. If you or someone you love is fighting addiction, homelessness, or the quiet shame of relapse, this conversation offers practical anchors and the reminder that grace shows up at ordinary doors.

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