I’ve always believed that obsession can be one of the most powerful tools in hard climbing. Visualising daily, thinking deeply about a project, and keeping it alive in your mind can create clarity, direction and belief.

But this week, a conversation with my friend John made me question whether obsession is always useful.

John told me that with his own project, Sufferance, he reached a point where he had to mentally distance himself from it completely. He stopped visualising, stepped away, and almost forgot the route existed for a month.

As soon as he suggested I might need to do the same with Free at Last, something clicked.

In this episode, I talk through the difference between commitment and attachment, why caring deeply can sometimes turn into pressure, and why stepping away from a project isn’t the same as giving up. Sometimes the thing that helped you progress can become the thing that keeps you stuck.

Maybe the answer isn’t always to stay more obsessed. Maybe sometimes, you climb better when you let something go for a while.

In this solo episode, I reflect on the last few weeks of A Climber’s Mind - including why there’s been a short break from the podcast, what I took from my recent conversation with Conrad Caddy, and how my North Wales trip made me think more deeply about determination, grades, pressure and priorities.

The episode starts with an honest update on why the podcast had to take a back seat for a couple of weeks. Between a climbing trip and some personal life stresses, I needed to make space for the things that had to come first - which, in many ways, connects directly to the themes of this episode.

I then look back on my conversation with Conrad Caddy, who climbed 8B within around three years of climbing. That conversation made me reflect on my own early years, because I also reached 8B within roughly my first three years. More than the grade itself, what interested me was the mindset underneath it: determination, obsession, pressure, identity, and what actually drives someone to keep showing up for something difficult.

From there, I explore the question: why do some people seem to have huge determination, while others don’t? I don’t think determination is just discipline or talent. I think it’s built from meaning, belief, feedback, identity, emotional tolerance and life circumstances. It can come from love, curiosity and purpose - but it can also come from insecurity, comparison and the need to prove yourself.

I also talk about my relationship with grades, which has been both motivating and volatile. Grades can be a brilliant tool for measuring progress, choosing challenges and focusing ambition - but they can become dangerous when they turn into measures of self-worth. My current view is that grades are useful servants, but terrible masters.

The episode also includes reflections from my recent trip to North Wales, where I climbed Prisoners of the Sun at Rhoscolyn. That experience made me think about hard trad climbing, clear decision-making, and how the best headspace on serious routes is often quiet rather than dramatic. For me, the lesson was about separating commitment from attachment: still caring deeply, but trying not to lose myself every time the outcome is uncertain.

Finally, I look ahead to a potential upcoming conversation with Steve McClure. If confirmed, I’m incredibly excited to speak to Steve about projecting, Rainman, Rainshadow, long-term motivation, and what draws someone to invest so much into one piece of rock over so many years.

This episode is really about one central question:

What makes us keep choosing hard things?

Determination is powerful, but it needs direction. Grades are useful, but they need perspective. Ambition is valuable, but it has to sit inside a life that can actually support it.

In this episode, I’m joined by Conrad Caddy to explore the deeper story behind his rapid progression in climbing, including his recent ascent of Superman 8B after only around three years in the sport.

Rather than reducing the conversation to talent, strength or genetics, we dig into what that kind of progression actually feels like from the inside: obsession, pressure, identity, movement learning, failure, social media, and the emotional cost of improving quickly.

We also talk about how Conrad approaches hard moves, micro-beta, frustration, consistency, and what climbers can learn from his process without simply trying to copy the outcome.

In this episode, I reflect on my recent conversation with Mike Boyd and use it as a starting point to clarify something important about my coaching philosophy.

I think some climbers may have interpreted my message as being against physical training - but that isn’t the point at all. Physical training is absolutely crucial if you want to peak. At some point, you have to raise the ceiling, get stronger, and build the physical qualities required for the climbs you want to do.

But for many climbers, physical capacity isn’t the only thing holding them back - and often, it isn’t the biggest thing either.

A lot of climbers are already leaving huge amounts of performance on the table through poor tactics, rushed projecting, fear, pressure, lack of clarity, poor recovery, lifestyle stress, emotional attachment to outcomes, and an inability to properly express the ability they already have.

So this episode is not anti-training.

It’s anti-blind training.

It’s about understanding the full picture before deciding what the next intervention should be. Sometimes the answer is physical training. Sometimes it’s tactics. Sometimes it’s technique. Sometimes it’s mindset. Sometimes it’s rest, recovery, or a better relationship with the process.

As always, diagnosis comes first. Then the right intervention at the right time.

In this episode of A Climber’s Mind, I sit down with Mike Boyd for a very honest conversation about climbing, having a newborn baby, career pressure, identity, stress, relationships, money, and what performance looks like when life changes dramatically.

We use the conversation almost like a live coaching/diagnostic session. Mike initially felt like endurance might be one of the main things holding his climbing back, but as we dug deeper, the bigger bottleneck seemed to be stress, life load, and the effect this can have on the nervous system.

One of the biggest themes in this episode is that a physical symptom does not always mean a physical cause. You might feel pumped, tense or inefficient on the wall, but the deeper issue might be stress, pressure, poor recovery, fear, identity, or simply the reality of trying to perform while life is demanding more from you.

This is a conversation about balancing passion with real life, managing ambition, and learning to diagnose what is actually limiting your performance.

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Over the last couple of months, a lot has changed in my life.

I’ve been balancing the start of this podcast alongside a fairly structured training phase, whilst also trying to organise my life and coaching in a much more deliberate way. In the process, I’ve realised how much low-level pressure and friction I’d been carrying around for years without fully noticing it.

In this episode, I speak more openly about where I’m currently at psychologically with climbing, performance, identity and motivation.

I talk about:

• why climbing feels different to me right now
• the relationship between attention and performance
• how organisation changed my mindset more than I expected
• insecurity, pressure and emotional attachment to climbing
• why I no longer feel threatened by stronger climbers
• and where I want to take the podcast moving forwards

This episode is also a transition point for the podcast itself.

The first 10 episodes were a chance for me to explore ideas, learn how to record/edit and slowly find my voice. The next phase will involve more collaborative and exploratory conversations with other climbers - looking deeper into the psychology, identity, fear, obsession and motivations behind performance.

I’m really excited to see where it goes from here.

Fear of falling is often treated like a bravery problem.

Most climbers think they just need to commit harder, take more practice falls, or become mentally tougher.

But in many cases, fear isn’t actually the problem.

It’s the symptom.

In this episode, I break down why fear of falling is often rooted in poor clarity rather than a lack of courage - and why uncertainty, poor decision-making, bad experiences, ego, and a lack of familiarity can all contribute to fear responses on the wall.

I also share my own experiences with fear of falling, from struggling to commit on limestone sport routes in the Peak District… to eventually onsighting serious routes like Dalriada on Ben Arthur.

Topics covered include:

• Why fear is often a symptom of poor clarity
• Rational vs “irrational” fear
• How uncertainty affects climbing performance
• Why projecting can help build confidence
• The difference between onsighting and redpointing
• Fear of falling vs fear of failure
• The importance of good belayers and safe catches
• Ego, identity, and performance pressure
• Fight or flight responses in climbing
• Why confidence is familiarity built over time
• How to systematically expand your comfort zone

Fear isn’t something you need to remove.

You just need to understand it.

If you enjoy the episode, I’d massively appreciate it if you shared it with a friend, left a rating, or posted it on your Instagram story and tagged me.

Thank you for listening.

• Mat Wright A Climber’s Mind

Most climbers think progress comes from doing more.

More sessions.

More effort.

More training.

But the real difference between good climbers and elite climbers isn’t effort. It’s how that effort is applied.

In this episode, I break down:

• Why trying hard isn’t enough
• What it actually means to “try well”
• How mental and physical noise limits your performance
• A simple execution framework you can apply immediately
• And the lessons I learned from projecting Rhapsody

If you’ve ever felt like you’re putting in the work but not getting the results…

This episode will help you understand why.

And more importantly - what to do about it.

If you found this useful, I’d really appreciate you sharing it with someone who might benefit.

And if you’re looking for a more structured, diagnosis-led approach to your climbing…

You can find more about my coaching here: 👉 matwrightcoaching.com

Topics covered: Climbing performance, projecting, mindset, execution, technique, training, focus

Photo Credit: Marsha Balaeva