This episode is a quiet reflection on how Thanksgiving has changed — not just in the world, but inside of us. I talk about the memories many of us still carry from childhood: the smells in the kitchen, the harmonizing voices, the sense of belonging that felt effortless back then.

And I speak honestly about what’s happened since.

COVID.

Estrangement.

Silence.

Families that no longer gather the same way.

Holidays that feel different, even when we try to hold onto what they used to be.

This isn’t a sad episode.

It’s an honest one.

A soft one.

A reminder that you’re not alone if this season feels complicated, quieter, or emptier than it used to.

Thanksgiving doesn’t have to match the past to be meaningful.

Sometimes the most sacred thing we can do is let it become something truer — smaller, softer, more honest… and more aligned with who we are now.

If this episode meets you in a tender place, you’re in good company.

We’re all finding our way into a new kind of home.

There are moments when creation stops feeling inspiring and starts feeling like collapse.

Moments when the weight, the pressure, the undoing inside your bones makes you question everything — purpose, timing, the point of all of it.

This piece speaks directly from that threshold.

The place where you’re cracked open, not because you failed, but because something larger is trying to move through you.

If you’re in a cycle that feels like breaking… if your inner world is loud, disorienting, or unbearably still… if you’re being forced into a depth you didn’t choose but can no longer run from — this is for you.

May this find you in the moment you need a reminder:

You’re not falling apart.

You’re shedding what cannot carry where you’re going.

The Ancient Return of a Grid Carrier

A soft, ancient remembering of the Morocco corridor and the Blue Pearl that mirrored me.

This episode explores what happens when a land recognizes you—when activation moves inward, when distance dissolves, and when your field carries the memory of a place long after the body has left.

Recorded in a gentle, spacious tone with atmospheric soundscape, this is a transmission for the ones who walk the world with codes in their bones.

For those who carry corridors, signals, dreams… and the remembering of places that have known them for lifetimes.

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Your support helps keep the current flowing — and I’m deeply grateful. 🤍

In this episode of Tending the In-Between, Connie explores the hidden economy of emotion—the way fear, outrage, and division power the modern world.

Through a slow, womb-deep voiceover transmission, she unpacks the myth of Loosh, the architecture of control, and the moment awareness breaks the circuit.

This is a field note for those ready to stop feeding the machine and start tending the frequency of remembrance.

🎧 Listen or subscribe at tendingtheinbetween.substack.com

🎧 Featuring ambient music from Pixabay’s “Drone Meditation Landscape” by REDproductions.

Venus in Scorpio squaring Pluto is the collective purge we’ve been feeling beneath the surface — a confrontation between love and power, safety and truth.

This episode explores what this alignment is revealing in the collective field, what it demands from the human heart, and how it’s reshaping the way we love, create, and value what’s real.

Whether you’re an astrologer, a seeker, or someone simply feeling everything all at once, this transmission offers perspective, resonance, and a path through the fire.

Full written version available on Substack: tendingtheinbetween.substack.com

In this episode, Connie explores the work of Itzhak Bentov — the engineer, mystic, and pioneer who saw the body as a standing wave of consciousness.

Bentov’s research revealed that the human heart and brain can enter harmonic resonance with Earth’s electromagnetic field, opening access to states beyond time and space.

His life’s work inspired the declassified Gateway Process papers and hinted at humanity’s true design — coherence as creation itself.

But after his mysterious death in a plane crash, his discoveries faded into obscurity. Was it coincidence, or silenced by design?

This episode dives into the energetic scaffolding of the Great Realignment—a rare window where Jupiter’s retrograde expansion meets Saturn’s disciplined advance. Together they form a cosmic mirror, forcing humanity to release false scaffolds of identity, success, and power.

We didn’t know what this shift would look like. We thought it would come through achievement, wealth, or recognition. But the truth is quieter. What’s collapsing now are the illusions of what we thought we had to become.

This is the descent before the restructure. A collective initiation that returns us to what is real, what is rooted, what is earned through soul integrity.