What happens when you stop performing the version of yourself that other people approved of?

Angelica Faith joins Tammy and Lori for a conversation about deconditioning: unlearning the shoulds, retiring the strong independent woman hat she has worn so long it fused to her, and getting radically honest about what actually lights her up.

She shares the download that told her to write a musical. She describes the moment on a coaching call when two halves of her life finally clicked into one, and the Broadway dream she had never told her closest friend about. And she says a sentence out loud for the first time in her life: good girls aren't angry.

Lori shares the message that came through in the bath. I am a powerful creator, divinely connected to the universe. She talks about pulling her energy out of frequencies that were feeding something she did not want to feed, and about two days on the floor with her grandbabies with the phone face down.

Tammy gets honest about living the dream she chased for ten years and still fighting guilt for not working. She talks about worthiness that is not earned. She talks about the three years she survived one AA meeting at a time.

It is a conversation about intuition, about receiving, and about the fact that not everything is meant to come with you. Letting go is allowed to be ugly.

Life is meant to be lived together. Your people are already waiting for you.

Content note: this episode includes honest discussion of depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts. If any of it lands close to home, please reach out to someone you trust or a local line. In the US, call or text 988.

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Angelica's contact: @angelicafaithllc

(00:00) Welcome to Episode 15

(01:38) Being honest without a title yet

(06:16) Retiring the strong independent hat

(08:13) Why The United States of Us

(11:07) What deconditioning is teaching her

(13:17) You are going to write a musical

(17:15) Two halves of her come back together

(19:43) I am a powerful creator

(22:32) Tammy's 2024 download: unity

(28:32) Enough room at the table

(34:52) Living the dream and feeling guilty

(37:13) I am not arriving

(44:07) Good girls aren't angry

(49:36) Tammy's three years in the dark

(56:13) Life is meant to be lived together