Episode 2: Sentenced to Suicide
カートのアイテムが多すぎます
カートに追加できませんでした。
ウィッシュリストに追加できませんでした。
ほしい物リストの削除に失敗しました。
ポッドキャストのフォローに失敗しました
ポッドキャストのフォロー解除に失敗しました
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著者:
For years, the darkness and silence of the house I grew up in slowly began its work of choking my hope of a better future. It was weaved and knitted tightly from a concept within the walls of my childhood home that I learned to carry into my adult life.
In my family and community, the unwritten rule was absolute, what happens behind closed doors stays there.
Plagued and then eventually cemented by, “What will people say? was the phrase that guarded the threshold of my family which locked away and safeguarded the reality of the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I endured.
To speak out was not seen as seeking justice; but instead was viewed as a betrayal that would surely tarnish my family's reputation and ripple through the generations to follow.
For a long time, I minimized and ultimately made room for my shame and pain, learning to operate and spectate through life wearing a carefully curated mask of compliance.