This episode is essentially a long, mostly uninterrupted monologue charting the slow and graceful unraveling of my internal thought processes over the last twelve months. There is no guest. There is no structure anyone would recognise as sensible. Just me talking through what 2025 actually looked like, what the podcast quietly became, and the ideas, questions, and mild existential spirals that refused to leave me alone this year.

If you’ve ever wondered what’s really behind the podcast, what I actually think about the fire service, leadership, culture, success, failure, or life in general, this episode might be useful. There are a few practical tips, some mental hacks I’ve leaned on, a handful of lessons that landed the hard way, and a look at what I’ll be focusing more on in the year ahead. I’ll also fill you in on what we’ve been up to along the way. Think less “highlight reel” and more “director’s commentary with questionable decisions and occasional clarity.”

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